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Paddling back into Childhood Adventures

In life's progression from the very birth to last stop , we do a lot of adventurous things, looking back I did find some that I will be sharing today.
As promised to one my fellow blogger A-Musing , for me from early childhood till now its all about my sudden mood swings and the moments which drives me insane most of the time.
Looking back into the childhood days , where life seems to be very charming and inspirational as the only things in mind were to enjoy it,there was no pressure to do something extraordinary , but there has been a constant lecture from parents to make me to sense my responsibilities , but I had some other aspiration to achieve , whatever comes in mind I do it.

For instance it was some 21 yrs back (Hometown) when a Idea came into my mind to test how much everybody loves me , So to do so ..I hide myself in the window in such a fashion that no one can search me out ..it was summer days too hot ..so when the time for lunch approached , mom and all started searching for me ..well all came near to me shouting my nick name , but all their effort went into vein as I was not moved by this ..so some more fun ..for that mom also went all over the fields to check where I may be most probably , and came back home and said she saw snakes and reptiles on the way and was very much worried about me ..hmm looking at the progress I was in 2 minds to go out and give a surprise and second one a big no, since the chances to getting a strong welcome by a slap was more on cards ...so i thought to wait for some more time ...and later came out .. then ..it was obvious I had a warm welcome with a dashing slap and was sunned by it , later i told everything for what I did ..so I never stop laughing ...on that .how i did it .

Second instance was back in 1993 when I was in Punjab with my uncle and aunt, one day uncle and aunt went to a marriage though I was supposed to go with them but I'm kind didn't like the Marriage things , so I choosed to be back home ,so I was left alone  with a cook who will cook for me, with him while talking I bet that I can eat a whole chicken at a one time ; the very next day I didn't had my meals and in the night I asked brother to prep prep it for me in a special manner i.e baked it in the oven  having chicken inside banana leaf and spices all over ,that day I don't know .i managed to eat the whole chicken w/o any much difficulty as it was only food I had for the day. During the meal the only portion of chicken that troubled me is the neck it had only bones which were harder to chew.

Third instance was during day of learning bicycle , and cycle was much higher in height for me to handle , so one day i was crossing the main road and suddenly i lost my control over pedal and I caught myself in the middle of the road in awkward position , then there was a Ambassador car cruising toward me , I was having my heart beat high as if i try to do something i will fall in the road and what to do nothing came to my mind i thought its best to stand still and when the car will pass-by will do my bit , but then car was almost had me it was coming @ high speed i thought this is my last moment Bhagwaan ko yaad kar loon .. then it strike my cycle and I fell down and I get busy with rearranging the handle of cycle in the meanwhile the car driver parked कार at one side and came ..Like I had crushed his car , and all from nowhere slapped me so hard ..I still feel the pain ..its seems funny at this point of time but @ that time it was very embarrassing ..I would have reacted smartly by running from there but I never expected that he will come and do this to a little kid and later when i reached home all said from where did you have these marks over you cheeks , I said just fell in Bush on cheek side. If I would have said that my cycling would has been banned.

Fourth instance later in the same context (cycling) later when I was cycling @ IMA( Indian Military Academy) road, there was a steep cut in I shape and in a fraction of a second I turned my cycle without giving a thought to it , cycle was on top gear high speed and turn was very sharp ..my heart was beating fast as I thought I will surely get hurt as brakes of my cycle failed too , I closed my eyes and tilted my cycle in such a way to avoid the most probable disaster of banging my head onto the wall ..I felt a substantial delay and nothing happened and when I opened my eyes and saw i made a perfect turn , finally I took a long breath and thanked god. But the question remained in my mind how I escaped from this w/o getting hurt and later during my education I found that its the centripetal acceleration that made me to take that sharp turn just via some degrees.

Fifth one , it was during my 10th board exam time and exams center was in interior of Dehradun (Hathibarkala center school) , and it was my last paper i.e of science. My brother used to  drop me to the center, but that day we got a bus going toward the same school and upon asking they said "yes it going there common come over ". I took it and when I came out I found myself in different center , I got in a big fix as there was very few vehicles plying by , asked for a lift but no one gave..ask the student there but no one came to my rescue time was passing by 30 min were left "I said will give you money for this my one year will get wasted." please .help ..no one came forward..my heart beat got much fast Dhak Dhak, then One Brother came there over scooter and I asked him,and he agreed , he told me he came to get the LPG gas cylinder, but said "yours is more important", so sit I will drop you there. it was simply a new life to my dying believe to make to exam hall , I said bhai you helped me you helped me in my dying state , please accept this small sum of money and have some chocolates but he said no, he said" it was my duty to help you and go your exam is gonna to start soon  all the best .."and he went.This incident has the deepest impact on me and you know I get highest marks in this science paper than any other.

The last and final one of my school days back in hometown (Srinagar Garhwal), it was 12th Board time , all the syllabus was completed and we were in class after recess some of of class mates went to the principle sir to grant permission to go home , and we were granted permission , but some of the class mates decided against it and remained in class we all left home ..next day after morning assembly we all were summoned in the class by our class teacher and asked who went home yesterday stand-up , it was January time like too cold foggy weather ..and Sir had sticks in his hands waiting for getting started ..and its all stated 5 sticks per student many sticks broken still the rule remains the same , stick was striking the palm and thumb area initially it pained during 1st  2 stick then rest three were just taken as they were presented...but later the pain was unbearable ..most of us were in saddest mood ..I was the lone crying ..I suppose though I was laughing In between as it was funny too , we never saw such aggression from Sir. As we didn't asked him , so we got the Gifts.But It was a different kind of experience all together.

These are some of the childhood adventures I mostly look back at times ..if you have some of yours, do share will be great.

P.S : Tomorrow I'm going for a special thing , just need your wishes, If through it will dinitely share it, though I didn't prep for it lets see how it goes.

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Goodbye




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If I knew its goodbye,
I wish I could have been there to share last moments
I'm sure you would have lots to share
So I couldn't let this one go away.

For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will be another day
to pour my heart out  and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me

But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side your-way,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments ,
from the lil fights to ; gettinfg  catty.

Whats in store , the surprise  for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it ,
and get bathed into the memories of the past
and the present moment
 And today may be  the last chance
 You get to hold your loved one tight. 
Don't hold on for tomorrow ,
its very unpredictable , so why not today.

If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure ,
but what if this turned out one last Wish.

I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.

I'm may have been rude at times ,
but thata were never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.

And if the day never comes ,
don't ever regret.
you may have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.

Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-),
hold onto it forever.
whenever you feel bad ,
just look into mirror and smile ,
remember the best moments ,
will surely give you something to think ,
that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
its as beautiful as we feel from inside.
But Now I am left with a word goodbye.


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Freeze - lovely song :)

~~~ JORDIN SPARKS ~~~
Freeze
Hold the pose, a perfect picture
Just so I remember how you're looking tonight
Let it go, now the days gone
Standing in the dark, although we've turned on the lights

Tonight we will deny, that time is passing by
It's leaving you and I to...

Freeze
A moment, its never been better
Freeze
All over, we won't last forever
You said that you're sorry for pushing me
But then smiled when I opened my eyes
I'm gonna
Freeze
A moment, while we're together

Keep the peace, by gones be gone
Coming up the rain under the life that we've made
Under here, we're not so soft
Forgiving the feeling that we put on parade

Tonight we will deny, that time is passing by
It's leaving you and I to...

Freeze
A moment, its never been better
Freeze
All over, we won't last forever
You said that you're sorry for pushing me
But then smiled when I opened my eyes
I'm gonna
Freeze
A moment, while we're together

Don't stop, gotta know what you got
There's no second chances in life
Don't break, gotta give what you take
With you

Freeze
A moment, its never been better
Freeze
All over, we won't last forever

Freeze
A moment, its never been better
I Freeze
All over, we won't last forever
You looked at me with the truth in your eyes
And you said it's ok, you can go
I'm gonna
Freeze
This moment, while we're together

Freeze
A moment ..


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Listen to Song below 
Download : Freeze
P.S : Today , I was searching some new song and I come across above song ,
       I just listen for a few seconds ..was looking a high tone @ ..one moment
       but slowly and slowly listening to lyrics I fall in love with this Song completely.
       Hats off to such fabulous Lyrics and song also sung so beautifully by
       JORDIN SPARKS.Just want to share with you frnds .hope you also like this
       beautiful after few ..tries ;). Listen to it. :)


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Time after Time


One Voice still hesitates
on yesterday ,
The other already strides to this day
As the clock ticks aside
and we are ageing with time

Childhood which has gone away
is riding time pony through
child present within.

with life's progression ,
leaving footprints gaily
along life's road side,
ticks of Clock delights ears
like a hymn....


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Eternal Love

When I open my book ,
I see the ivy climbed up along my window sill
Expressing by writing to you ,
is the only window of my emotion ,
searching & browsing…
but when I turned my head back ,
you have already lifted up the curtain & went away silently….

The wind bells are swaying & ringing …..
telling you clearly my feeling ,
When I was thinking of you ,
the fine rain was knocking my window
and falling leaves together,
with my mood were always assembled in front of my window,
giving you superior performance on the spot.

When I am writing for you,
the noise from outside is always blocked
by melody of the old songs and light ,
in front of my window are always covered by ur dark long hair.

I cannot touch you ,
I cannot reach you ,
for me now are your voice
and mails you sends have been taped in the cassette of my mind, 
yet I see you in the things I do..
in the eyes I shed,
in the dreams I dream.

More often in the midst of the work ,
I stop & reflect upon ur words ,
I now see you in a different light.
Your words are the very essence of wisdom ,
you who loved me let share this secret ,
was there also a voice in the past ,
whose words were taped in the cassette of your mind
But hey dear there are still the dreams to dreams ,
the love to love ,
I will meet you again which we called Eternity.


P.S : This poem is actually written 6 years back for my best
       friend.You will find this in my 1st post as well,
       but I thought of putting it in a Poem format.

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An Endless Wait ...

 

Longing my Life with keen intent ,
commited in making the best of what obtained..
Bent in giving a full scale welcome for you ..
I waited  hoping you will surely turned up..this evening..

I waited patiently looking for you , hours did
slip by gruesomely ,and I yawned very restlessly.

At last the evening arrive and found you still
missing from the scene , my heart told me to
hold on and to relax thatyou will surely arrive.

As I gazed at distant palms counting time very
helplessly , hours past but your presence still
missing.

I waited for your call , you didn't turned up
this way aswell,the time trickled very slowly ,
but my impatience did mount.

I thought of giving you a call , but hold back
as you asked not to do so ..I was left with
very lil options.

Then I explained myself , that you might be in
some other situation that is making you to be
this way ..so I start walking ...and the endless
wait ..continued ..

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Ultimate Happiness

 
Today (12 feb) was one of the most wonderful day of my life , I was so happy .. that i forget everything I was in, and just  enjoyed the moments , though very little. You know why coz I'm back into my elements which was missing from long time , and what more better it can be den, great of day maha Shiv ratri , Lord Shiva has always been my energy booster , whenver i'hv been into any bad mood or shape ...when I interact with him , my soul gets bathed with more enthusiasm ,joy , energy , love n passion.

Today was a special day as I felt like , I'm blessed and Lord is just showing his brillance , by just making me dance to his beats ...as if a child ...runs behind a kite when it falls from above..

And as day progressed the rain started , which refreshed my soul and memory and fruits which we all eat..but that was some kind of ..wonderful  ..feeling.. seemed I just went into the childhood. I went to mother dairy has beears and then has them , but the only thing I stopped ..doing is fasting ..but god brilliance is still same ..he only values ...and looks into our heart and eyes to see how we are then how we are doing for his excilency.....

Then I paused and asked god , what you took so long ...why you comes so late....god keep smiling .. I was amazed ..how patiently  listening ...to my way of out Q's but ...lastly I find ..the magical glimpse of a amazing kind....making heart go ....ga ga..over it.


later I got a call from my lovely sister and then friend on how I'm , as I was not well from last 3 days ..due to cold n some fever. But today was the day when everything was dismissed for a Zero..and even didn't felt I was so.

Finally I interacted with some of the friends online ..who are my best buddies ...

And now I'm writing  he he ....but not before ....i will also completed some of my 2mru's office work.


Oh I forgot I have to eat  ..hmm let me have my Food ...too late ..but when it comes to food its never too late ryt ha ha..will be back .... when ...the mood will be @ its best ... hey ....it can be bad ..but don't worry ..it will be gud only that will come out ...till then ..you wait ...  see you ..soon.

And hey ...I love you ...Mom ..miss you ..today ......you are my star ..I always ..looks at..

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Journey


The journey has just begun
I know the ultimate stage is death
before reaching that stage
Will ask the god to forgive
for all I did wrong , knowingly n unknowingly
Before my final breath.

Many thinking my journey has ended
why not they will be thinking ,
After all I'm finding myself in no man's land.
But the insight telling something else
i.e the bud of the Journey will blossom soon.

The glad day is just round the cornert
to unfold the message of hope,
telling me its iternal struggle of life
For every one young and old.

But I belive him , the almighty will surely
pass on the energy that has ...gone silent,
to life journey of contstant faith and trust,
I love you so much.

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IF I KNEW IT

 
If I knew it's our last hi ,
I wish I would be there to share the moment,
well , I’m sure you will have so much to share
so I couldn't  let this one go away.

For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will be another day
to pour my heart out  and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me

But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side yourway,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments , 
from the lil fights to ; gettinfg  catty.

What in the store , the surprise  for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it , 
and get bathed into the memories of the past 
and the present moment And today may be  the last chance You get to hold your loved one tight. Don't hold on for tomorrow ,
its very unpredictable , so why not today.

If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure , 
but what if this turned out one last Wish.

I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.

I'm may have been rude at times ,
but that was never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.

And if the day never comes , don't ever regret.
May be I'm not that gud for you ,
or you have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.

Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-), hold onto it forever.
whenever feel not gud look into mirror and smile and remember the best moments will surely give you some think to think about that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
its as beautiful as we feel from inside.

P.S : The above poem is dedicared to all my friends, close to me.
        I'm sorry if I hurt you feelings in anyway. put your comments
        if you feel. I would be happy to reply on that.




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Missing you Mom

 
Hi Mom , its been a long time since I spoke to you last time ,
don't know when my wait will ends ,
these telephone towers are making me go insane ..
I miss like anything. I can't live like this anymore ,
planning to come home.
And it has been a lot tym since I visited there ,
how all things are going on have to look into it.
I want you to be with us , though u are fine with ur stance ,
but mom ..but why you only have to suffer , thats not fait at all
life without ur presence looks very dull ,
see I can't sleep also ..I'm still awake ;
memories from the past keep on haunting me
like anything its been a long struggle .
I'll try my level best and you will be back with us ..
I misses all ur care ..the laugh n every little thing ,that make us all smile.
Mom don't worry about us we are doing fine ,
but only if you will be here we will be more than happy.

All says I'm changed , I don't know what they expect from me,
but for you i'm still the same as was yrs ago the same Viku..
So being lonely you know sometime minds go out of track ,
to do things which I shouldn't hv done , but happens like I end messed-up.
The new year hasn't been so gud but , when you are there i fear nothing, I can make all possible to make u smile all the tym.

Coz cloudy days too are followed by sunshine....so just lil bit patience which I'm looking @.

I heard that its been quite sunshine there weather is ok , but Mom here its 2 cold , what to tell but that's how extreme the weather of Delhi goes u knows that well.
I'm safe n secure , just worried about you , hoping to meet you soon and much before , I will speak over phone to get know about you it will be great.
Hoping for the best.
Luv you Mom.
Missing you like anything..eyes are 2 eager for a glimpse of you.

With Luv
Vivek



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Into Memory Lane

In life's journey from the very birth to last stop i.e death we do lots of stuff, good and bad depending on the situation , mood ..and other constraints and do things thinking at that instance it's quite viable in the happening of a particular event.

Today I'm putting some of the best experiences and experimentation in life which got me insane.
looking back to the childhood days , where life seems to be very charming and inspiration as the only things in mind were to enjoy it , there was no pressure to do something extraordinary , but there has been a constant lecture from parents to make me to sense my responsibilities , but I have some other aspiration to achieve , whatever comes in mind I do it , for instance it was some 21 yrs back (Hometown) when a Idea cracked into my mind to test how everybody loves me , So to do so ..I hide myself in the window in such a fashion that no one can search me out ..it was summer days too hot ..so when the time for lunch approached , mom n all started searching for me ..well all came near to me shouting my nick name , but all their effort went into vein as I was not moved by this ..so some more fun ..for that mom also went all over the fields to check where I may be most probably , and came back home and said she saw snakes and reptiles on the way and was very much worries abt me ..hmm looking at the progress I was in 2 minds to go out and give a surprise and secondly not since the chances to getting a strong welcome by a slap was most inevitable ...so i thought to waiting for some more time ...and later came out ..and then ..it was obvious I has a warm welcome with a Dashing slap abd was sunned by it , later i told everything for what I did ..so It was the experience I never stop laughing ...that .how i did it .

It was back in 1993 when I was Punjab with my uncle (phufaji)and Buwa , that time Buwa and uncle both were not present so I was one bhaiya who used to cook food for us so , with him while talking I bet that I can eat whole chicken in 1 go ; the very next day I didn't had my meals and in the night I asked bhaiya to prep prep it for me in a special manner i.e baked in the oven with chicken inside banana leaf and spices all over , that day I don't know .i managed to eat the whole chicken w/o any much difficulty as it was only food I had for the day. During the meal the only portion of chicken that troubled me is the neck it had only bones which were harder to chew.

The next similar kind of instance was @ IMA Dehradun which is quite funny , my bro ATUL was there for the training and I along with my younger bro used to go there twice a week , with all the stuff my sweet Buwa used to make for him. So one day he gave both us treat in the canteen there that tym I was non-veg , so Its chicken and burger and lots of other stuff , this was the phase I used to eat a lot though it doesn't shows over the body that it reflect other way.So we both were over chicken and ate all the chicken available in the canteen and asked for more , but there was nothing left. MY bro said AREEY BUS KARO , Kya Kar Rahe ..the Chicken was so tasty that we both didn't got to know we had quite a lot. so finally was great time over there and later Bro was pulling our legs ..so it was nice kind of exp.

Another instance was during the time I was learning bicycle , and the cycle was much higher in height than me to handle , so one day i was crossing the main road and suddenly i lost my control over pedal and I caught myself in the middle of the road in awkward position , then there was a Ambassador car cruising toward me , I was having my heart beat high as if i try to do something i will fall in the road and what to do nothing came to my mind i thought its best to stand still and when the car will passby will do my bit , but then car was almost had me it was coming @ high speed i thought this is my last moment Bhagwaan ko yaad kar loon .. den it strike my cycle and I fall down and I get busy with rearranging the handle of cycle in the meanwhile the car driver parked cared at one side and came ..Like I had crushed his car , and all from nowhere slapped me so hard ..I still feel the pain ..its seems funny at this point of time but @ that time it was very embarrassing ..I would have reacted smartly by running from there but I never expected that he will come and do this.And later when i reached whom all said from where did u have these marks over you cheeks , I said I just fall in the Bush on cheek side. If I would have said that my cycling would has been banned.
The next one is of the bicycle only when I was cycling @ IMA road and then there was steep cut in I shape and in fraction of a sec I turned my cycle there without giving a thought to it , cycle was on top gear high speed and turn was very sharp ..my heart was beating fast as I thought i would surely got hurt as brakes of my cycle failed too , i closed my eyes n tilted my cycle in such a way to avoid the most probable disaster of banging my head on the wall ..i make lode noise and when & I opened my eyes as it was quite a long interval ..and saw i made a perfect turn , finally I took a long breath and thanked god. But the question remained in my mind how I escaped from this w/o getting hurt and later during my education I found that its the centripetal force that made me to take that sharp turn just above the ground reference line.

Next one too of a the same above but its my most treasured memories ..i will cherish , it was school time and I was going to school Just half KM back one of My Chemistry teacher called me from the distant part and asked me to stop , then he rode the cycle And sit on the stick and we discussed a lot of things during the journey to school , it was Jamastami before that day so we discussed on it what we both did , so it was some kind of rare experience and Nice one.

The next one is of my school days back in hometown ( Srinagar Garhwal), it was 12th Board time , all the syllabus was completed and we were in class after recess some of of class mates went to the principle sir to grant permission of going home , and we were granted permission , but some of the class mates decided against it and remained in class we all left home ..next day after assemble we all were summoned in the class by our class teacher and asked who went home yesterday stand-up , it was January time like this too cold foggy weather ..and Sir had sticks in his hands waiting for getting started ..and its all stated 5 sticks to many sticks broken still the rule remains the same , stick was striking the palm and thumb area initially it pained during 1st 2 stick then rest three were just taken as they were presented...but later the pain was unbearable ..most of us were in saddest mood ..I was the lone crying ..I suppose though I was laughing In between as it was funny too , we never saw such aggression from Sir. As we didn't asked him , so we got the Gifts.But It was a diff exp all together ..
Next instance is of the same time and it was English period going on in the 2nd session , I was feeling a bit sleepy ..so literature was being taught by sir , it was about the shepherd and his seeps , of whom he takes cares like sons. So there was some line while teaching Sir asked me "whose stomach was paining"? I said Gunjaman (sheephard) , and whole class started laughing actually it was sheep who was about to give birth to her child , so sir gave some dose for that. it was funny since I was really feeling sleepy, but after that my sleep gone with the laughter.
These are some of the best experiences I mostly look back at times ..if you ppl have some of your, you too share as well ..hope these didn't bored you.



Thanks for the read...



With Love
Vivek


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Transclusion begins



Today was one of the wost and most wonderful day of my life parellely moving one on one ..day started on a gud note ..in the middle got a dip ....but later ..regained all the lost ..Just like the share mkt..but as we all know in everything there is a +ve whatever it is ..we need to search out for it ... So when I was not in best of my mood ..I just sat down for 2O min thinking what n where I'm heading for , den I reflected upon the days when there was a fire in my belly to do the best ...with true heart and started my analysis ..n found that ..I am deviating from the real life ..karma ..and more moving into the Imaginative and thinking ways ...which is not at all in ryt proportion for me to get n give my best..n slowly n slowly ..I get that nothing has changed,.since the childhood the only thing that ..I had has been encapsulated ...den I paused for few seconds ...n closed my eyes to see ..hv I getting ..or not , and finally ..was feeling quite afresh.
Thanks to the Gurus ..boss & god , who gave me the mantra to look over ..whenever..the Q's withing arises ..and Answers seems to elude ..so looking back n its ..minute refrences..how little it may be. Last but not the least ..it was the Journey that I had took back some 15 yrs back has re-ignited to accelerate from where it had mellowed down.
I write down whenever ..I feel ..its gud to write on adigital format ..and whenever there are times when left alone den why to waste time and y not 2 read what i thought at a particular instance ..n live that moment ...which is gud Idea then living in the false imagination...of XYZ kinds.
Hope my Journey begins much before the new yr From today Itself. AND Hope new year bring lots of happiess to all the ppl in the world ....and bring smile to all their faces And wish peace will spread like air removing boundaries & make the world a beatiful place ..to live in...God Bless..and keep the mind ..free from all disguise...Merry X-mass..ppl ..enjoy..



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Friendship memories revisited



You are a rare true friend I ever met and had in this world , residing in my heart with the hallmark of god on it…reflecting the purity, transparency, different colors of life and many more…it is just beyond to be explained …… Everything is new , all is urs , mine , ours. You r a sheer morning ,through the flight of birds. Everything is new , the dazzling glow of star , the swiftness of meteors and the light embrace of colors… Feeling hold new waves , into a timeless freedom, a drop of water plunges u into eternity sea….memory lands in order to discover you.. To measure your heart (true friendship) nothing seems to be right……. A bust of wind wants to paint picture of colorful butterflies ur cheeks. You came as light faraway from me , giving me the vision of the world appearing to me as beautiful as never before … I cannot see u…I cannot touch u only ur gorgeous voice is there in the voice warehouse of my mind Forever. Which I retrieve through voice mining tool called True friendship that goes deep into it….This is 100 % Quality approved (Certified) by god & installed in my heart… thanks for being so true ..to me ..

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Thinking of you...



Today suddenly ...I got your remembrance ..the time we spent from the very beginning till the end and still ...I can't forget those wonderful..moments which are now engraved in my heart ..whenever ...I am happy , sad or down , I just look back to them ..N i really feel so gud ...that the moment feels like i am re-living it again ...I am writing down all this as i want to read this whenever ..n were ever i am ..coz if I wrote & you won't be there then its just not me den ..w/o ur presence everything looks dim ...i thought we could meet up ..but doesn't seems possible ..things has change their course of actions and so we had.. but our bond of friendship will keep that flame alive till the last refrain of the poem is written.which will be written only when we will meet up again.. and then essence of true friends ...eternal ...n undiminished love will start floating again...with great impetus n energy.

God is the main communicator between us , it is due to his gr8 ness we met & our friendship flourished …deeper day by day . Even though we didn't met ,but that's his (God) brilliance ……..we meet , proving that faith is the ultimate power which makes us bonded together wherever we are & feel fresh every time we think of each other.

Well in the beginning of our friendship we had some misunderstanding which r quite natural & happens , but it was our true faith that remain up above all doubts.

In life as we grow ,have some ambitions ..& go forward achieve …by our constant focus , belief & motivation.

I before meeting u have all these …but after meeting u it has completely transformed into a new phase called "SHARP" for e.g. : when we look around our surrounding without specs , we see objects but not clearly …but when we put on our specs , we got a very clear image , a sharp one . Same happened to me …after I met u…

Do u feel the same way , yes I think as u recently had a eye check up & ur vision is much Sharper………. …I am just kidding friend.

Thanks for the tolerance & patience You have with me , sometime I feel ashamed that I troubled u a lot , but u stood firmly & gave me energy the fuel to overcome my weakness , which became possible by ur sincere true faith , belief , love & concern ….we will be true friends ever ..forever thanks for being such a wonderful friend

"TRY " IS A SMALL WORD , BUT BIG THINGS , "VICTORY & GLORY " CAN

BE FOUND WITHIN IT. THE SIGHT SOMEONE TRYING , NO MATTER

WHAT OBSTACLES WE FACES NO MATTER WHAT THE

CIRCUMSTANCES ARE, IS THE SIGHT OF VICTORY ITSELF " ...


With Luv

Vivek

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