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Remembrance

 Something of me
went away with you,
the softness of silk,
beauty of your eyes,
the evergreen smile ,
and those romantic songs
in your husky voice.
 
In between hope and desire,
desire tends to reach
for joy and complete glory.
 
Though different seasons
do shows signs of differences,
shining and making everyone
to dance on its magic,
and also gives variable taste
with time.

The liking for a perfect home
from the childhood comes naturally
but the beauty of the things has
frozen my vision,
as someone close, left forever
just remembering the memories.

P.S : Another lonely post after a while, things keeps me busy

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Time after Time


One Voice still hesitates
on yesterday ,
The other already strides to this day
As the clock ticks aside
and we are ageing with time

Childhood which has gone away
is riding time pony through
child present within.

with life's progression ,
leaving footprints gaily
along life's road side,
ticks of Clock delights ears
like a hymn....


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Eternal Love

When I open my book ,
I see the ivy climbed up along my window sill
Expressing by writing to you ,
is the only window of my emotion ,
searching & browsing…
but when I turned my head back ,
you have already lifted up the curtain & went away silently….

The wind bells are swaying & ringing …..
telling you clearly my feeling ,
When I was thinking of you ,
the fine rain was knocking my window
and falling leaves together,
with my mood were always assembled in front of my window,
giving you superior performance on the spot.

When I am writing for you,
the noise from outside is always blocked
by melody of the old songs and light ,
in front of my window are always covered by ur dark long hair.

I cannot touch you ,
I cannot reach you ,
for me now are your voice
and mails you sends have been taped in the cassette of my mind, 
yet I see you in the things I do..
in the eyes I shed,
in the dreams I dream.

More often in the midst of the work ,
I stop & reflect upon ur words ,
I now see you in a different light.
Your words are the very essence of wisdom ,
you who loved me let share this secret ,
was there also a voice in the past ,
whose words were taped in the cassette of your mind
But hey dear there are still the dreams to dreams ,
the love to love ,
I will meet you again which we called Eternity.


P.S : This poem is actually written 6 years back for my best
       friend.You will find this in my 1st post as well,
       but I thought of putting it in a Poem format.

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An Endless Wait ...

 

Longing my Life with keen intent ,
commited in making the best of what obtained..
Bent in giving a full scale welcome for you ..
I waited  hoping you will surely turned up..this evening..

I waited patiently looking for you , hours did
slip by gruesomely ,and I yawned very restlessly.

At last the evening arrive and found you still
missing from the scene , my heart told me to
hold on and to relax thatyou will surely arrive.

As I gazed at distant palms counting time very
helplessly , hours past but your presence still
missing.

I waited for your call , you didn't turned up
this way aswell,the time trickled very slowly ,
but my impatience did mount.

I thought of giving you a call , but hold back
as you asked not to do so ..I was left with
very lil options.

Then I explained myself , that you might be in
some other situation that is making you to be
this way ..so I start walking ...and the endless
wait ..continued ..

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Journey


The journey has just begun
I know the ultimate stage is death
before reaching that stage
Will ask the god to forgive
for all I did wrong , knowingly n unknowingly
Before my final breath.

Many thinking my journey has ended
why not they will be thinking ,
After all I'm finding myself in no man's land.
But the insight telling something else
i.e the bud of the Journey will blossom soon.

The glad day is just round the cornert
to unfold the message of hope,
telling me its iternal struggle of life
For every one young and old.

But I belive him , the almighty will surely
pass on the energy that has ...gone silent,
to life journey of contstant faith and trust,
I love you so much.

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IF I KNEW IT

 
If I knew it's our last hi ,
I wish I would be there to share the moment,
well , I’m sure you will have so much to share
so I couldn't  let this one go away.

For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will be another day
to pour my heart out  and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me

But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side yourway,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments , 
from the lil fights to ; gettinfg  catty.

What in the store , the surprise  for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it , 
and get bathed into the memories of the past 
and the present moment And today may be  the last chance You get to hold your loved one tight. Don't hold on for tomorrow ,
its very unpredictable , so why not today.

If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure , 
but what if this turned out one last Wish.

I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.

I'm may have been rude at times ,
but that was never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.

And if the day never comes , don't ever regret.
May be I'm not that gud for you ,
or you have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.

Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-), hold onto it forever.
whenever feel not gud look into mirror and smile and remember the best moments will surely give you some think to think about that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
its as beautiful as we feel from inside.

P.S : The above poem is dedicared to all my friends, close to me.
        I'm sorry if I hurt you feelings in anyway. put your comments
        if you feel. I would be happy to reply on that.




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Missing you Mom

 
Hi Mom , its been a long time since I spoke to you last time ,
don't know when my wait will ends ,
these telephone towers are making me go insane ..
I miss like anything. I can't live like this anymore ,
planning to come home.
And it has been a lot tym since I visited there ,
how all things are going on have to look into it.
I want you to be with us , though u are fine with ur stance ,
but mom ..but why you only have to suffer , thats not fait at all
life without ur presence looks very dull ,
see I can't sleep also ..I'm still awake ;
memories from the past keep on haunting me
like anything its been a long struggle .
I'll try my level best and you will be back with us ..
I misses all ur care ..the laugh n every little thing ,that make us all smile.
Mom don't worry about us we are doing fine ,
but only if you will be here we will be more than happy.

All says I'm changed , I don't know what they expect from me,
but for you i'm still the same as was yrs ago the same Viku..
So being lonely you know sometime minds go out of track ,
to do things which I shouldn't hv done , but happens like I end messed-up.
The new year hasn't been so gud but , when you are there i fear nothing, I can make all possible to make u smile all the tym.

Coz cloudy days too are followed by sunshine....so just lil bit patience which I'm looking @.

I heard that its been quite sunshine there weather is ok , but Mom here its 2 cold , what to tell but that's how extreme the weather of Delhi goes u knows that well.
I'm safe n secure , just worried about you , hoping to meet you soon and much before , I will speak over phone to get know about you it will be great.
Hoping for the best.
Luv you Mom.
Missing you like anything..eyes are 2 eager for a glimpse of you.

With Luv
Vivek



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Transclusion begins



Today was one of the wost and most wonderful day of my life parellely moving one on one ..day started on a gud note ..in the middle got a dip ....but later ..regained all the lost ..Just like the share mkt..but as we all know in everything there is a +ve whatever it is ..we need to search out for it ... So when I was not in best of my mood ..I just sat down for 2O min thinking what n where I'm heading for , den I reflected upon the days when there was a fire in my belly to do the best ...with true heart and started my analysis ..n found that ..I am deviating from the real life ..karma ..and more moving into the Imaginative and thinking ways ...which is not at all in ryt proportion for me to get n give my best..n slowly n slowly ..I get that nothing has changed,.since the childhood the only thing that ..I had has been encapsulated ...den I paused for few seconds ...n closed my eyes to see ..hv I getting ..or not , and finally ..was feeling quite afresh.
Thanks to the Gurus ..boss & god , who gave me the mantra to look over ..whenever..the Q's withing arises ..and Answers seems to elude ..so looking back n its ..minute refrences..how little it may be. Last but not the least ..it was the Journey that I had took back some 15 yrs back has re-ignited to accelerate from where it had mellowed down.
I write down whenever ..I feel ..its gud to write on adigital format ..and whenever there are times when left alone den why to waste time and y not 2 read what i thought at a particular instance ..n live that moment ...which is gud Idea then living in the false imagination...of XYZ kinds.
Hope my Journey begins much before the new yr From today Itself. AND Hope new year bring lots of happiess to all the ppl in the world ....and bring smile to all their faces And wish peace will spread like air removing boundaries & make the world a beatiful place ..to live in...God Bless..and keep the mind ..free from all disguise...Merry X-mass..ppl ..enjoy..



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Friendship memories revisited



You are a rare true friend I ever met and had in this world , residing in my heart with the hallmark of god on it…reflecting the purity, transparency, different colors of life and many more…it is just beyond to be explained …… Everything is new , all is urs , mine , ours. You r a sheer morning ,through the flight of birds. Everything is new , the dazzling glow of star , the swiftness of meteors and the light embrace of colors… Feeling hold new waves , into a timeless freedom, a drop of water plunges u into eternity sea….memory lands in order to discover you.. To measure your heart (true friendship) nothing seems to be right……. A bust of wind wants to paint picture of colorful butterflies ur cheeks. You came as light faraway from me , giving me the vision of the world appearing to me as beautiful as never before … I cannot see u…I cannot touch u only ur gorgeous voice is there in the voice warehouse of my mind Forever. Which I retrieve through voice mining tool called True friendship that goes deep into it….This is 100 % Quality approved (Certified) by god & installed in my heart… thanks for being so true ..to me ..

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Thinking of you...



Today suddenly ...I got your remembrance ..the time we spent from the very beginning till the end and still ...I can't forget those wonderful..moments which are now engraved in my heart ..whenever ...I am happy , sad or down , I just look back to them ..N i really feel so gud ...that the moment feels like i am re-living it again ...I am writing down all this as i want to read this whenever ..n were ever i am ..coz if I wrote & you won't be there then its just not me den ..w/o ur presence everything looks dim ...i thought we could meet up ..but doesn't seems possible ..things has change their course of actions and so we had.. but our bond of friendship will keep that flame alive till the last refrain of the poem is written.which will be written only when we will meet up again.. and then essence of true friends ...eternal ...n undiminished love will start floating again...with great impetus n energy.

God is the main communicator between us , it is due to his gr8 ness we met & our friendship flourished …deeper day by day . Even though we didn't met ,but that's his (God) brilliance ……..we meet , proving that faith is the ultimate power which makes us bonded together wherever we are & feel fresh every time we think of each other.

Well in the beginning of our friendship we had some misunderstanding which r quite natural & happens , but it was our true faith that remain up above all doubts.

In life as we grow ,have some ambitions ..& go forward achieve …by our constant focus , belief & motivation.

I before meeting u have all these …but after meeting u it has completely transformed into a new phase called "SHARP" for e.g. : when we look around our surrounding without specs , we see objects but not clearly …but when we put on our specs , we got a very clear image , a sharp one . Same happened to me …after I met u…

Do u feel the same way , yes I think as u recently had a eye check up & ur vision is much Sharper………. …I am just kidding friend.

Thanks for the tolerance & patience You have with me , sometime I feel ashamed that I troubled u a lot , but u stood firmly & gave me energy the fuel to overcome my weakness , which became possible by ur sincere true faith , belief , love & concern ….we will be true friends ever ..forever thanks for being such a wonderful friend

"TRY " IS A SMALL WORD , BUT BIG THINGS , "VICTORY & GLORY " CAN

BE FOUND WITHIN IT. THE SIGHT SOMEONE TRYING , NO MATTER

WHAT OBSTACLES WE FACES NO MATTER WHAT THE

CIRCUMSTANCES ARE, IS THE SIGHT OF VICTORY ITSELF " ...


With Luv

Vivek

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True friendship ....does it really exists...





True friendship ....does it really exists...

hmm strange but very true ..does true friendship exists ? this question often triggers my mind n made it to think ..what really true friendship is all about , is it a imaginary unreal thing ? ..friendship can develop anytime anywhere , anyplace ..it just happens...its has got no boundaries still , it feels to be very eternal. Does the existence of being being frnd a common word makes it just.. a word ..or it really it has the force to forge ahead to meet the pitch n accord it to its destination.

We Quite often make friends whether its virtual or real... we think upon it n from the day one haves lots of butterflies of emotions running through our vains of being will be or not to be....as time passes makes u feel , we are totallly into it .and ...even though we fails to catch the signal n gets fooled by our own false perception of thoughts, while one is being used taking friendship as the tool to make way and to make most of it with both hands.

I have often heard ppl saying Oh , you hv this much of friends ..Oh I have plenty that I don't remember their names. does it seems any near to friendship no n true friendship no ways ..for a true frnd ...he/she may really be not in ur friends list but sud be in top of the list that lies in heart.

No one is born with friends we make them over a period of time n in the midst of it we know ourselves who we really are ...

Yesterday is not ours to recover, but tomorrow is ours to win or to lose.

But I am blessed having one such ....

In frndship Faith is like a sharp sword that cuts off all our doubts because faith means belief as we have in one another (like in own family)… without doubt that serves all uncertainty & to understand is wisdom. So I can say that faith is like value added to the treasure we have (Friendship). ..so it is like FAT( Faith added to treasure :-)

so I can say finally that faith eradicates doubt and uncertainty & it further illuminates the wisdom innate in our lives ..Hey ppl wait..I m not done yet , I have a little bit more to say.. that the two words we (U & I) most often uses i.e HI.. & Ji….what they really symbolizes .. according to me in word "Ji" implications such as true friendship , a pure parental love and affection are included .

In the word "HI" meaning mercy, affection & grieving for others sufferings are involved what u ppl think do tell … am I right ? To make it more clear I would say "Ji"meaning giving peace which u gives & hi means removing suffering which u do u my frnd do…for me..

The one word I have not mentioned is compassion what really it means it's a spirit of extracting suffering and giving joy. Just like parents raise their children with love & affection …. I am going ryt way na ? ..do tell as I often have the tendency to go off target ..so please be patient

Friendship flows in two directions , You must give as well as receive.

The poem I tried to write during the best phase of Our frndship is as follows:

"
When I open my book I see the ivy climbed up along my window sill ..
Expressing by writing to u is the only window of my emotion searching & browsing……but when I turned my head back you have already lifted up the curtain & went away silently….

The wind bells are swaying & ringing ….. telling you clearly my feeling , When I was thinking of u ,
the fine rain was knocking my window & falling leaves together with my mood were always assembled in front of my window giving u superior performance on the spot…… When I am writing for u the noise from outside is always blocked by melody of the old songs & light in front of my window are always covered by ur dark long hair..

I cannot touch u , I cannot reach u…. for me now are your voice & mails U sends have been taped in the cassette of my mind , yet I see u in the things I do.. in the eyes I shed ..in the dreams I dream…

More often in the midst of the work , I stop & reflect upon ur words ,
I now see u in a different light .Your words are the very essence of wisdom , u who loved me let share this secret was there also a voice in the past whose words were taped in the cassette of your mind But hay dear there r still the dreams to dreams , the love to love , I will meet u again which we called Eternity."


Since I hv experienced it ...I can say God Tussi great ho , what I never thought of happened to me , and what I thought of never

happened to me. he he
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