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An Endless Wait ...

 

Longing my Life with keen intent ,
commited in making the best of what obtained..
Bent in giving a full scale welcome for you ..
I waited  hoping you will surely turned up..this evening..

I waited patiently looking for you , hours did
slip by gruesomely ,and I yawned very restlessly.

At last the evening arrive and found you still
missing from the scene , my heart told me to
hold on and to relax thatyou will surely arrive.

As I gazed at distant palms counting time very
helplessly , hours past but your presence still
missing.

I waited for your call , you didn't turned up
this way aswell,the time trickled very slowly ,
but my impatience did mount.

I thought of giving you a call , but hold back
as you asked not to do so ..I was left with
very lil options.

Then I explained myself , that you might be in
some other situation that is making you to be
this way ..so I start walking ...and the endless
wait ..continued ..

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IF I KNEW IT

 
If I knew it's our last hi ,
I wish I would be there to share the moment,
well , I’m sure you will have so much to share
so I couldn't  let this one go away.

For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will be another day
to pour my heart out  and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me

But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side yourway,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments , 
from the lil fights to ; gettinfg  catty.

What in the store , the surprise  for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it , 
and get bathed into the memories of the past 
and the present moment And today may be  the last chance You get to hold your loved one tight. Don't hold on for tomorrow ,
its very unpredictable , so why not today.

If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure , 
but what if this turned out one last Wish.

I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.

I'm may have been rude at times ,
but that was never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.

And if the day never comes , don't ever regret.
May be I'm not that gud for you ,
or you have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.

Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-), hold onto it forever.
whenever feel not gud look into mirror and smile and remember the best moments will surely give you some think to think about that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
its as beautiful as we feel from inside.

P.S : The above poem is dedicared to all my friends, close to me.
        I'm sorry if I hurt you feelings in anyway. put your comments
        if you feel. I would be happy to reply on that.




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Missing you Mom

 
Hi Mom , its been a long time since I spoke to you last time ,
don't know when my wait will ends ,
these telephone towers are making me go insane ..
I miss like anything. I can't live like this anymore ,
planning to come home.
And it has been a lot tym since I visited there ,
how all things are going on have to look into it.
I want you to be with us , though u are fine with ur stance ,
but mom ..but why you only have to suffer , thats not fait at all
life without ur presence looks very dull ,
see I can't sleep also ..I'm still awake ;
memories from the past keep on haunting me
like anything its been a long struggle .
I'll try my level best and you will be back with us ..
I misses all ur care ..the laugh n every little thing ,that make us all smile.
Mom don't worry about us we are doing fine ,
but only if you will be here we will be more than happy.

All says I'm changed , I don't know what they expect from me,
but for you i'm still the same as was yrs ago the same Viku..
So being lonely you know sometime minds go out of track ,
to do things which I shouldn't hv done , but happens like I end messed-up.
The new year hasn't been so gud but , when you are there i fear nothing, I can make all possible to make u smile all the tym.

Coz cloudy days too are followed by sunshine....so just lil bit patience which I'm looking @.

I heard that its been quite sunshine there weather is ok , but Mom here its 2 cold , what to tell but that's how extreme the weather of Delhi goes u knows that well.
I'm safe n secure , just worried about you , hoping to meet you soon and much before , I will speak over phone to get know about you it will be great.
Hoping for the best.
Luv you Mom.
Missing you like anything..eyes are 2 eager for a glimpse of you.

With Luv
Vivek



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Thinking of you...



Today suddenly ...I got your remembrance ..the time we spent from the very beginning till the end and still ...I can't forget those wonderful..moments which are now engraved in my heart ..whenever ...I am happy , sad or down , I just look back to them ..N i really feel so gud ...that the moment feels like i am re-living it again ...I am writing down all this as i want to read this whenever ..n were ever i am ..coz if I wrote & you won't be there then its just not me den ..w/o ur presence everything looks dim ...i thought we could meet up ..but doesn't seems possible ..things has change their course of actions and so we had.. but our bond of friendship will keep that flame alive till the last refrain of the poem is written.which will be written only when we will meet up again.. and then essence of true friends ...eternal ...n undiminished love will start floating again...with great impetus n energy.

God is the main communicator between us , it is due to his gr8 ness we met & our friendship flourished …deeper day by day . Even though we didn't met ,but that's his (God) brilliance ……..we meet , proving that faith is the ultimate power which makes us bonded together wherever we are & feel fresh every time we think of each other.

Well in the beginning of our friendship we had some misunderstanding which r quite natural & happens , but it was our true faith that remain up above all doubts.

In life as we grow ,have some ambitions ..& go forward achieve …by our constant focus , belief & motivation.

I before meeting u have all these …but after meeting u it has completely transformed into a new phase called "SHARP" for e.g. : when we look around our surrounding without specs , we see objects but not clearly …but when we put on our specs , we got a very clear image , a sharp one . Same happened to me …after I met u…

Do u feel the same way , yes I think as u recently had a eye check up & ur vision is much Sharper………. …I am just kidding friend.

Thanks for the tolerance & patience You have with me , sometime I feel ashamed that I troubled u a lot , but u stood firmly & gave me energy the fuel to overcome my weakness , which became possible by ur sincere true faith , belief , love & concern ….we will be true friends ever ..forever thanks for being such a wonderful friend

"TRY " IS A SMALL WORD , BUT BIG THINGS , "VICTORY & GLORY " CAN

BE FOUND WITHIN IT. THE SIGHT SOMEONE TRYING , NO MATTER

WHAT OBSTACLES WE FACES NO MATTER WHAT THE

CIRCUMSTANCES ARE, IS THE SIGHT OF VICTORY ITSELF " ...


With Luv

Vivek

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