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Remembrance

 Something of me
went away with you,
the softness of silk,
beauty of your eyes,
the evergreen smile ,
and those romantic songs
in your husky voice.
 
In between hope and desire,
desire tends to reach
for joy and complete glory.
 
Though different seasons
do shows signs of differences,
shining and making everyone
to dance on its magic,
and also gives variable taste
with time.

The liking for a perfect home
from the childhood comes naturally
but the beauty of the things has
frozen my vision,
as someone close, left forever
just remembering the memories.

P.S : Another lonely post after a while, things keeps me busy

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Valentine

Trying to find a connect
who we are, where we belongs to
suddenly a thought comes 
its not we its us

Its a great day,
full of surprises
some gets smile,
some thumbs down
why its so unfair
one in  pub ,
other in tub.

Conspiracy of sure hands,
heart's dreams tucked
tidily into a charmed box of hope
its Valentine budding again
marked with rose petals sentiments
scented with thoughts of you
Happy valentines day.



P.S : Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends.

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Online Friendship : A false positive?

In this world of Inter connected network of network i.e Internet , a virtual space, which has gained momentum ever since its inception back in 90's. With gradual trasnformatopm in the technological front brought the world even closer , when initially Email were the lone source and later the messenger chat came in ...now in today scenario whole new concepts of video talk and mobile revolution has made it even more intresting.


So looking @ present picture and Social networks that are gaining lots of popularity , facebook & twitter has evolved as the centre of attraction..it made us to find our old days friends and our families ppl to be in touch.


Online friendship and dating has also gained popularity amoungs the singles ready to mingle.For me as the instance ,I've joined facebook and other social network ..more of curosity to know whats its all about ..Initially I hardly logged in ..butlater I logged in  to meet my old pals there and also few new ppl via some common ..social network interaction.


The Main focus of this post is about online friendship. How much one can  trust on someone ...prentend to be a friend , but has never met, there are lots of Flip flops in this.what I personally believe is that , we have to show our actual image who we  are, that makes us develop our friendship or relationships grow stronger.


There are some ppl who wants to take advantage , then this theory of mine fails staightaway.So what we need to do ...So testing a relation ( friendship) sometime is best to knock out the fishy thing in it, to know what actaully one made up of. And for me it worked too in many ways to find who are my true paals  and who are mean ...just doing friendship for their XYZ self intrests.Non of the methods are 100% correct , they fails too.


For example if I asked  a friend , why you are sad or not well.. one whoz not willing to reveal, says there is nothing like that while its clearly reflecting in the words or talks ..other will say it personal can't share with you as I hardly know you that well ..to share this.This feel strange but thats the reality ...of this world ..people are not open enough to share even they know person for a substancial period , whats the thing thats draws them back from being frank enough to share.


What I think , one can gaze from the 1st interaction ..howz ones nature is .. initially and gradually like other relationships this kind of relation ..(the virtual one) also grows and gains confidence. But exceptions do exhists. 


I'm Lucky I'hv got great friends online to whom I can share my heart out and get the solution of my problems at times , and trust and belief is the basis of this wonderful phenomena.
Wants to write more , but leaving something for you to say ...


Lastly I would say there are some false positives present everywhere.. irrespective of thinking too much on something irrelavalnt , in that process we are missing some true frend @ the cost of some silly Lil things.


P.S : Its just a thought .. I found a great ..live interaction tool to discuss things and meet the family and friends in personal via Video confrence .. have a look @ http://www.tokbox.com/


Pic source : http://www.impactlab.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/05/online_dating.jpg
                 http://mountcope.files.wordpress.com/2009/03/love-me-for-who-i-am-1.jpg

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Love vibes















I'm love
I'm your shadow
you loved me and retreated the darkness
from my body like an acute pain.

I'm love
before my slender tongue
you loved me and it grown up
I grew up as a child and Laughed
your love from eyes is like eye-salve

I'm love
I'm lost
somewhere in the universe
you retreated the sky
into the innermost depth of the void
I was embraced , inextricably intertwined

I'm Love
my love is wounded all over
you  retreated my blood
and fall asleep in softness

I'm love
I loved you
Love for you will always increase
as water meets river and it further meets sea n ocean.
and Will keep on increasing..


P.S : Its the awakening of love ...that sometime changes its course.
Pic source : http://www.dinofaphotography.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2010/02/iheartmybabies.jpg

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Eternal Love

When I open my book ,
I see the ivy climbed up along my window sill
Expressing by writing to you ,
is the only window of my emotion ,
searching & browsing…
but when I turned my head back ,
you have already lifted up the curtain & went away silently….

The wind bells are swaying & ringing …..
telling you clearly my feeling ,
When I was thinking of you ,
the fine rain was knocking my window
and falling leaves together,
with my mood were always assembled in front of my window,
giving you superior performance on the spot.

When I am writing for you,
the noise from outside is always blocked
by melody of the old songs and light ,
in front of my window are always covered by ur dark long hair.

I cannot touch you ,
I cannot reach you ,
for me now are your voice
and mails you sends have been taped in the cassette of my mind, 
yet I see you in the things I do..
in the eyes I shed,
in the dreams I dream.

More often in the midst of the work ,
I stop & reflect upon ur words ,
I now see you in a different light.
Your words are the very essence of wisdom ,
you who loved me let share this secret ,
was there also a voice in the past ,
whose words were taped in the cassette of your mind
But hey dear there are still the dreams to dreams ,
the love to love ,
I will meet you again which we called Eternity.


P.S : This poem is actually written 6 years back for my best
       friend.You will find this in my 1st post as well,
       but I thought of putting it in a Poem format.

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An Endless Wait ...

 

Longing my Life with keen intent ,
commited in making the best of what obtained..
Bent in giving a full scale welcome for you ..
I waited  hoping you will surely turned up..this evening..

I waited patiently looking for you , hours did
slip by gruesomely ,and I yawned very restlessly.

At last the evening arrive and found you still
missing from the scene , my heart told me to
hold on and to relax thatyou will surely arrive.

As I gazed at distant palms counting time very
helplessly , hours past but your presence still
missing.

I waited for your call , you didn't turned up
this way aswell,the time trickled very slowly ,
but my impatience did mount.

I thought of giving you a call , but hold back
as you asked not to do so ..I was left with
very lil options.

Then I explained myself , that you might be in
some other situation that is making you to be
this way ..so I start walking ...and the endless
wait ..continued ..

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IF I KNEW IT

 
If I knew it's our last hi ,
I wish I would be there to share the moment,
well , I’m sure you will have so much to share
so I couldn't  let this one go away.

For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will be another day
to pour my heart out  and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me

But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side yourway,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments , 
from the lil fights to ; gettinfg  catty.

What in the store , the surprise  for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it , 
and get bathed into the memories of the past 
and the present moment And today may be  the last chance You get to hold your loved one tight. Don't hold on for tomorrow ,
its very unpredictable , so why not today.

If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure , 
but what if this turned out one last Wish.

I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.

I'm may have been rude at times ,
but that was never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.

And if the day never comes , don't ever regret.
May be I'm not that gud for you ,
or you have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.

Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-), hold onto it forever.
whenever feel not gud look into mirror and smile and remember the best moments will surely give you some think to think about that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
its as beautiful as we feel from inside.

P.S : The above poem is dedicared to all my friends, close to me.
        I'm sorry if I hurt you feelings in anyway. put your comments
        if you feel. I would be happy to reply on that.




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Thinking of you...



Today suddenly ...I got your remembrance ..the time we spent from the very beginning till the end and still ...I can't forget those wonderful..moments which are now engraved in my heart ..whenever ...I am happy , sad or down , I just look back to them ..N i really feel so gud ...that the moment feels like i am re-living it again ...I am writing down all this as i want to read this whenever ..n were ever i am ..coz if I wrote & you won't be there then its just not me den ..w/o ur presence everything looks dim ...i thought we could meet up ..but doesn't seems possible ..things has change their course of actions and so we had.. but our bond of friendship will keep that flame alive till the last refrain of the poem is written.which will be written only when we will meet up again.. and then essence of true friends ...eternal ...n undiminished love will start floating again...with great impetus n energy.

God is the main communicator between us , it is due to his gr8 ness we met & our friendship flourished …deeper day by day . Even though we didn't met ,but that's his (God) brilliance ……..we meet , proving that faith is the ultimate power which makes us bonded together wherever we are & feel fresh every time we think of each other.

Well in the beginning of our friendship we had some misunderstanding which r quite natural & happens , but it was our true faith that remain up above all doubts.

In life as we grow ,have some ambitions ..& go forward achieve …by our constant focus , belief & motivation.

I before meeting u have all these …but after meeting u it has completely transformed into a new phase called "SHARP" for e.g. : when we look around our surrounding without specs , we see objects but not clearly …but when we put on our specs , we got a very clear image , a sharp one . Same happened to me …after I met u…

Do u feel the same way , yes I think as u recently had a eye check up & ur vision is much Sharper………. …I am just kidding friend.

Thanks for the tolerance & patience You have with me , sometime I feel ashamed that I troubled u a lot , but u stood firmly & gave me energy the fuel to overcome my weakness , which became possible by ur sincere true faith , belief , love & concern ….we will be true friends ever ..forever thanks for being such a wonderful friend

"TRY " IS A SMALL WORD , BUT BIG THINGS , "VICTORY & GLORY " CAN

BE FOUND WITHIN IT. THE SIGHT SOMEONE TRYING , NO MATTER

WHAT OBSTACLES WE FACES NO MATTER WHAT THE

CIRCUMSTANCES ARE, IS THE SIGHT OF VICTORY ITSELF " ...


With Luv

Vivek

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True friendship ....does it really exists...





True friendship ....does it really exists...

hmm strange but very true ..does true friendship exists ? this question often triggers my mind n made it to think ..what really true friendship is all about , is it a imaginary unreal thing ? ..friendship can develop anytime anywhere , anyplace ..it just happens...its has got no boundaries still , it feels to be very eternal. Does the existence of being being frnd a common word makes it just.. a word ..or it really it has the force to forge ahead to meet the pitch n accord it to its destination.

We Quite often make friends whether its virtual or real... we think upon it n from the day one haves lots of butterflies of emotions running through our vains of being will be or not to be....as time passes makes u feel , we are totallly into it .and ...even though we fails to catch the signal n gets fooled by our own false perception of thoughts, while one is being used taking friendship as the tool to make way and to make most of it with both hands.

I have often heard ppl saying Oh , you hv this much of friends ..Oh I have plenty that I don't remember their names. does it seems any near to friendship no n true friendship no ways ..for a true frnd ...he/she may really be not in ur friends list but sud be in top of the list that lies in heart.

No one is born with friends we make them over a period of time n in the midst of it we know ourselves who we really are ...

Yesterday is not ours to recover, but tomorrow is ours to win or to lose.

But I am blessed having one such ....

In frndship Faith is like a sharp sword that cuts off all our doubts because faith means belief as we have in one another (like in own family)… without doubt that serves all uncertainty & to understand is wisdom. So I can say that faith is like value added to the treasure we have (Friendship). ..so it is like FAT( Faith added to treasure :-)

so I can say finally that faith eradicates doubt and uncertainty & it further illuminates the wisdom innate in our lives ..Hey ppl wait..I m not done yet , I have a little bit more to say.. that the two words we (U & I) most often uses i.e HI.. & Ji….what they really symbolizes .. according to me in word "Ji" implications such as true friendship , a pure parental love and affection are included .

In the word "HI" meaning mercy, affection & grieving for others sufferings are involved what u ppl think do tell … am I right ? To make it more clear I would say "Ji"meaning giving peace which u gives & hi means removing suffering which u do u my frnd do…for me..

The one word I have not mentioned is compassion what really it means it's a spirit of extracting suffering and giving joy. Just like parents raise their children with love & affection …. I am going ryt way na ? ..do tell as I often have the tendency to go off target ..so please be patient

Friendship flows in two directions , You must give as well as receive.

The poem I tried to write during the best phase of Our frndship is as follows:

"
When I open my book I see the ivy climbed up along my window sill ..
Expressing by writing to u is the only window of my emotion searching & browsing……but when I turned my head back you have already lifted up the curtain & went away silently….

The wind bells are swaying & ringing ….. telling you clearly my feeling , When I was thinking of u ,
the fine rain was knocking my window & falling leaves together with my mood were always assembled in front of my window giving u superior performance on the spot…… When I am writing for u the noise from outside is always blocked by melody of the old songs & light in front of my window are always covered by ur dark long hair..

I cannot touch u , I cannot reach u…. for me now are your voice & mails U sends have been taped in the cassette of my mind , yet I see u in the things I do.. in the eyes I shed ..in the dreams I dream…

More often in the midst of the work , I stop & reflect upon ur words ,
I now see u in a different light .Your words are the very essence of wisdom , u who loved me let share this secret was there also a voice in the past whose words were taped in the cassette of your mind But hay dear there r still the dreams to dreams , the love to love , I will meet u again which we called Eternity."


Since I hv experienced it ...I can say God Tussi great ho , what I never thought of happened to me , and what I thought of never

happened to me. he he
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