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Remembrance

 Something of me
went away with you,
the softness of silk,
beauty of your eyes,
the evergreen smile ,
and those romantic songs
in your husky voice.
 
In between hope and desire,
desire tends to reach
for joy and complete glory.
 
Though different seasons
do shows signs of differences,
shining and making everyone
to dance on its magic,
and also gives variable taste
with time.

The liking for a perfect home
from the childhood comes naturally
but the beauty of the things has
frozen my vision,
as someone close, left forever
just remembering the memories.

P.S : Another lonely post after a while, things keeps me busy

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I'm Still Alive

Life went through
twist and turn
with delays and desires
to express self ,
but nothing felt going.

A ray of hope arise 
to ignite fire within.
Words ,
which were familiar before,
are now hard to recall.

How life changes
its course is amazing,
and suprises us with unexpected
giving us a variable taste
with time ,
doing a to and fro act
making one to think
where my life is heading?.

Have a heart with endless love,
a temptation to experiment
and a devine connect
to make you forge ahead.

There is always an awakening
for life to say aloud
I'm still alive ,
to spread colors of happiness 
allover within you all around,
to unwind the encapsulation.




P.S : It has really been a long time since I really visited blososphere and 
       written something there are times we are left wandering ...same 
       happened to me and I lost the touch and even writing , but as it is said 
       all well that ends well, So here I'm.Glad to see people still hover around 
       and spend sometime to read some of my articles.Thanking you all :).





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Its time to move on


In life we come accross lots of troubles and most of them we handle quite well but getting over someone whom you know and devoted all your time for months or even years is not around you anymore , its not a walk in a park. Undergoing the process of denial after the break-up is one of the most critical phase ,the depression and anger is narural but sulking in yourself in a room or alone for a longer period then normal, while watching the world passing you by isn't healthy at all, wake up and tighten your screws to move on. We must try to follow some basic during this phase.
Cry: We must come in terms with reality and express it that you are sad and depressed , there is no point in hiding it from the world and most importantly from your own-self.lock yourself in room and cry out all the anger and hurt , by 
venting out you will definitely feel a bit lighter.
Write: When feeling low , we must write our emotional front, either over a diary or blog,by doing so we give our self-esteem a boost, and pain within get relieved somewhat.
Talk to a friend : When in a confused state and pain , its always good to talk to your best friend , about your heartbreak over a drink or a cup of tea /coffee is a great catharsis , which soothe our soul.
Don't Listen to Love Songs: As we know love songs tends to stir our  emotional side , so try not to listen.You will end up feeling like a complete loser and that's the last ting you won't like to happen.
Keep yourself busy: Try to do things that you neglected to do because you were busy with with someone else before. Try to finish the old pending project you have undertaken and on-going,read the novel. Do all the things you want to do before but were just pending because of time constraint. Organize a out of town trip with your friends or try hosting a friends get together, be with positive people and absorb positive vibes.
Reminisce: Head toward a Spa , gym or even to a parlour for a complete makeover , to a break-up sometime a perfect hair-cut can do wonders. Tell yourself , enough is enough no more you and sulking days. Its unfair for you to see him/her happy while you are still there in your room wallowing in despair.
Give yourself a treat and stop looking miserable.Try to be in present then the past , which is gone and dead now and new life is knocking your door to explored,experience different facets of life to meet with someone special again for a lifetime.
Hope cost nothing , yet at the same-time its precious , so be positive and hopeful, life do posses miraculous ability to turned the state upside down.
Don't be negative towards love , that once you get deceived its won't workout again no be positive always and be a firm believer love will find inroads in your life soon.


P.S : Just want to share the state of which anyone can be a victim. your comments over it will greatly help others to get a perspective toward life.
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Bemused Heart

Who are you looking for, poor heart
Wonderingly staring at nothing?
I know the sweet dream is finished,
Vanished, it will never be back again.

Who are you looking for?
The little girl,
whom you spoke to of love,
was nothing but a false color,
dissolved in the reality.

You found her down there,
down that dark alley,
with her head leaning
on a wall greenish for dampness.

Do you recall?
she told you, she told you..
but you spoke to her of love
and she gave you her heart
by crying with Joy.

That very small face,
that blond hair, 
those looks,
those eyes,
who can forget?

You want to talk with those beautiful,
wide shining eyes,
those eyes are lifeless now,
gazing upon eternity.
P.S : This poem is for today's Friends Meetup Party a space for bloggers to express and share their views.. feeling etc ;).
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Feeling deep inside of me

Here we go tonight again
lost all control,
find that inside of me,
and I don't know what you doing to me,
because we are in love,
my heartbeat is out of control over me.
I came here tonight,
try to hide deep inside of me,
this feeling is screaming to be free,
here we sat on the roof top,
the love is hard to stop,
just once just once,
you telling me take my hand,
I'm going to love you
just once just once loving you.

In your eyes where I swim
I see you smile,
and I know I'm home again
feel your touch ,
you were running brain,
there is no chance that
everyone will leave this lovely place.
I tried to hide deep inside of me,
this feeling is screaming to be free,
here we sat on the roof top
the love is hard to stop.

Just once just once
you telling me take my hand
I'm going to love you
just once just once you tell me,
take control
I'm going to love you
don't let it go
because you holding in your hand
my heart and soul.

Here we sat on the roof top,
the love is hard to stop,
just once just once,
you telling me take my hand,
I'm going to love you,
just once just once you tell me,
take control,
I'm going to love you,
don't let it go,
because you holding in your hand,

my heart and soul.
Just once just once loving you.

 P.S : This is my second attempt on writing a song lyrics.
         my 1st one is O MY LOVE,hope you like it.

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Turbulence


Year started with nice understanding
slowly things fall in place
a sudden turbulence resulted in distances
and known become unknown.

Tried to clear air,
but mirror once broken is hard to mend,
cracks of which still haunts.
A change in life progression,
make one think, there is lot to explore
we must keep walking
trough turbulence of life
depends totally on our approach.

To or away its a purely ones choice
a very independent life
takes a upside down turn
to staighten enough to look and live
at present moment and enjoy,
but not to forget after every brisk walk
there is a resting phase,
to explore untapped potential
and initialise ourselves for a greater cause,
then lost ourselves in web of thoughts.

After-all at year end some positives
will elude hardship of the past
and get bathed in the aura of
spontaneous emission of positive vibes
toward and around for love peace and harmony.


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Valentine

Trying to find a connect
who we are, where we belongs to
suddenly a thought comes 
its not we its us

Its a great day,
full of surprises
some gets smile,
some thumbs down
why its so unfair
one in  pub ,
other in tub.

Conspiracy of sure hands,
heart's dreams tucked
tidily into a charmed box of hope
its Valentine budding again
marked with rose petals sentiments
scented with thoughts of you
Happy valentines day.



P.S : Happy Valentine's Day to all my friends.

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Welcome Back MOM :)

Hi friends , finally I'm back as its been a while since I've visited this space.
Today being a wonderful day , as Mom is finally back home from my sisters place,she was not keeping well of late and was diagnosed with stone in gallbladder , and a surgery was recommended.
And by Gods grace my cousin brother a great doc from the family is here in NCR region. Where we admitted mom and after some tests , surgery was done and Operation went well.

My brother was there with MOM at hospital for 3 days , after that mom was discharged , but since there should be somone to take care of her. since we both are into jobs. so sister decided to take her home so..mom was there for almost 2 weeks. Went there in between to see how is she recovering and it was nice to see Mom was walking pretty ok.
 
And now really happy as today finally she is  back home.
Still mom need to take some precuations and lots of rest, will be fine soon.
I'll be leaving for Goa this week for an official gettogether which will go on for whole week.Though I'm least interested this time to go there as mom require care,but its official so have to go.leaving MOM with younger brother to take care.
 
I'm really sorry friends couldn't able to read some of your posts , I missed you all.

Though I've started a social network space , which also keeps me busy where some of my friends and friends of friends connects dicusses a space completely for friends. 
I named it Friends Space.If you like to join in there you are most welcome and you can ask your friends as well.Since I need to check who is joining in there is realself and not fake ones so there is a approval system in place (sorry for that little inconvenaynce), which take sometime.The url for the site is http://networksecurity.wall.fm
 
Though the url name is a bit diffrent from the Name of the space ,it was initially made by me keeping in mind my profession. Being in IT Security
field..but later changed since friends desperately wanted to create a special space, So thats how it came into existence.
Wish you great weekend.


P.S : Last week my External USB drive 320 GB  containing huge collection of important data from documents to Classical movies , software and songs and much more get lost , but finally able to recover about 90% data ( recovery of data took lots of time).This month is really harsh over me  :( .

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O MY LOVE : MY MAIDEN SONG Lyrics :)


O my love ,
thinking of you,
to see you again..
my eyes sees only you..
when your eyes talks,
my heart goes in complete silence,
to be with you all the time
when I don't hear from you.
memories  holds their place.

O my love 
listen to me
trust on me ..
whenever i think of you
love vibes greets my soul,
Your presence lingers me,
makes me complete.

O my love
Thinking of you,
show me your glimpse..
looking into my eyes
you wishpered some words.
and changed my life.

O my love 
give me some signs
beleive it ..
I'm In love all over again..
you are all over me..
hold me tight , hug me ..
I don't wanna miss one..

Never felt this way before.
thinking of you,
makes me dance in rain,
on a song full of life.
like a flower in breaze,
sway with me , sway with me.

listen to me 
trust on me..
it has become a irressitible habbit,
thinking of you all the time
will be good to see you again.
I see you , see you, calling me..
take me up , close your eyes
Think of me sometime..
O my love.....my lovee..love


P.S : Hi friends hope all of you doing great, wishing you a Happy Independence
       day :) from sometime I was thinking of writing a song,then I read a 
       comment from the fellow blogger over my post Goodbye to give it a song 
       feel.Tried hard over it , as poetry was not my cup tea before I joined 
       blogosphere , but gradually and slowly I found a connect , its the journey 
       to explore inner myself  ..to unwind the complexity that has encapsulated 
       within for some time.. so do correct me  ..and add give comment over it.
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Goodbye




This post has been published by me as a part of the Blog-a-Ton 13; the thirteenth edition of the online marathon of Bloggers; where we decide and we write. To be part of the next edition, visit and start following Blog-a-Ton.


If I knew its goodbye,
I wish I could have been there to share last moments
I'm sure you would have lots to share
So I couldn't let this one go away.

For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will be another day
to pour my heart out  and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me

But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side your-way,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments ,
from the lil fights to ; gettinfg  catty.

Whats in store , the surprise  for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it ,
and get bathed into the memories of the past
and the present moment
 And today may be  the last chance
 You get to hold your loved one tight. 
Don't hold on for tomorrow ,
its very unpredictable , so why not today.

If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure ,
but what if this turned out one last Wish.

I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.

I'm may have been rude at times ,
but thata were never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.

And if the day never comes ,
don't ever regret.
you may have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.

Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-),
hold onto it forever.
whenever you feel bad ,
just look into mirror and smile ,
remember the best moments ,
will surely give you something to think ,
that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
its as beautiful as we feel from inside.
But Now I am left with a word goodbye.


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Online Friendship : A false positive?

In this world of Inter connected network of network i.e Internet , a virtual space, which has gained momentum ever since its inception back in 90's. With gradual trasnformatopm in the technological front brought the world even closer , when initially Email were the lone source and later the messenger chat came in ...now in today scenario whole new concepts of video talk and mobile revolution has made it even more intresting.


So looking @ present picture and Social networks that are gaining lots of popularity , facebook & twitter has evolved as the centre of attraction..it made us to find our old days friends and our families ppl to be in touch.


Online friendship and dating has also gained popularity amoungs the singles ready to mingle.For me as the instance ,I've joined facebook and other social network ..more of curosity to know whats its all about ..Initially I hardly logged in ..butlater I logged in  to meet my old pals there and also few new ppl via some common ..social network interaction.


The Main focus of this post is about online friendship. How much one can  trust on someone ...prentend to be a friend , but has never met, there are lots of Flip flops in this.what I personally believe is that , we have to show our actual image who we  are, that makes us develop our friendship or relationships grow stronger.


There are some ppl who wants to take advantage , then this theory of mine fails staightaway.So what we need to do ...So testing a relation ( friendship) sometime is best to knock out the fishy thing in it, to know what actaully one made up of. And for me it worked too in many ways to find who are my true paals  and who are mean ...just doing friendship for their XYZ self intrests.Non of the methods are 100% correct , they fails too.


For example if I asked  a friend , why you are sad or not well.. one whoz not willing to reveal, says there is nothing like that while its clearly reflecting in the words or talks ..other will say it personal can't share with you as I hardly know you that well ..to share this.This feel strange but thats the reality ...of this world ..people are not open enough to share even they know person for a substancial period , whats the thing thats draws them back from being frank enough to share.


What I think , one can gaze from the 1st interaction ..howz ones nature is .. initially and gradually like other relationships this kind of relation ..(the virtual one) also grows and gains confidence. But exceptions do exhists. 


I'm Lucky I'hv got great friends online to whom I can share my heart out and get the solution of my problems at times , and trust and belief is the basis of this wonderful phenomena.
Wants to write more , but leaving something for you to say ...


Lastly I would say there are some false positives present everywhere.. irrespective of thinking too much on something irrelavalnt , in that process we are missing some true frend @ the cost of some silly Lil things.


P.S : Its just a thought .. I found a great ..live interaction tool to discuss things and meet the family and friends in personal via Video confrence .. have a look @ http://www.tokbox.com/


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Irresistible Habit

You unlike others,
never wore a mask.
Your simplicity differentiate you
 from millions.
Your bright and expressive eyes , 
gives glimpses of  tomorrow.

It feel like ,
I can climb the highest mountain
and can swim across the ocean
to win my love , I see in you.

Our love is based on truth , 
belief and respect.
Makes its courageous and stronger. 
My love for you is pure.

You are my song of life
which infuse my world with happiness
and make my heart sing and dance on its beat.
Now its an irresistible habit ...
to be irresistibly desired.

P.S : Just trying to give a glimpse of Love and its eternal  saga of inheritance...

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