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SEPARATION

On the verge of separation,
we approached pain slowly.
Slowly we wake up
hardly we shake off this very earth on our body
the salt in our eyes

One by one we take off our mask
Like warrior's helmet , shield and armour
Plumed for the dance.

Slowly we looked around
we were in a unstable form.
Day is bright,
but we recall yesterday very little.

It was moonlight,
Slowly we turn our faces up
inch by inch ,
to the lively glimpse of moon
finding the real me
In search of tommrow happiness.

P.S : Hi this is another sleepy post.

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Time after Time


One Voice still hesitates
on yesterday ,
The other already strides to this day
As the clock ticks aside
and we are ageing with time

Childhood which has gone away
is riding time pony through
child present within.

with life's progression ,
leaving footprints gaily
along life's road side,
ticks of Clock delights ears
like a hymn....


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IF I KNEW IT

 
If I knew it's our last hi ,
I wish I would be there to share the moment,
well , I’m sure you will have so much to share
so I couldn't  let this one go away.

For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will be another day
to pour my heart out  and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me

But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side yourway,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments , 
from the lil fights to ; gettinfg  catty.

What in the store , the surprise  for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it , 
and get bathed into the memories of the past 
and the present moment And today may be  the last chance You get to hold your loved one tight. Don't hold on for tomorrow ,
its very unpredictable , so why not today.

If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure , 
but what if this turned out one last Wish.

I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.

I'm may have been rude at times ,
but that was never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.

And if the day never comes , don't ever regret.
May be I'm not that gud for you ,
or you have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.

Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-), hold onto it forever.
whenever feel not gud look into mirror and smile and remember the best moments will surely give you some think to think about that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
its as beautiful as we feel from inside.

P.S : The above poem is dedicared to all my friends, close to me.
        I'm sorry if I hurt you feelings in anyway. put your comments
        if you feel. I would be happy to reply on that.




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Dream's Glimpse


I woke up on early dawn & what I sight ,
I saw the sun had just sent its first rays over
the hills & valleys..the dew drops fell onto
the ground & the tender grass sparkled fresh and new .
The birds were chirping among the sky.
Fluffy clouds floated in the sky....and I wondered where I'm...?
There was lush green meadows where the eyes could go.
The wind made ripples..in the quite streams & a cool breeze..rustled amidst the trees.Flowers bloomed the pathways perfuming the air and butterflies fluttered 2 & fro.....I danced and skipped with Joy......and I wondered where I was...? I sat in the cool shade of trees amongst the preety flowers...I put my mind at ease & start watching the world with peace .
Nature sang a sweet lovely song...give me some glimpse, show me some sunshine, give me one chance to see you....&
I put my head on your lap.. but when tried to see ur face .... a sudden flash of light shunned my eyes..And I suddenly woke up...and found..myself on my Bed........ Alas ! it was all but a dream.....but was the wonderful dream I every dreamed off. But at last I wake-up without seeing u.....that's how the  dream's..suspense continues...


P.S : This dream I dreamed some 3 years back , but penned down today from my diary , which has been serving me from past 10 years don't wonder how. It has got some of my close 2 heart substances which sometime I chooses to post otherwise they remains in the diary silently.

  
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Into Memory Lane

In life's journey from the very birth to last stop i.e death we do lots of stuff, good and bad depending on the situation , mood ..and other constraints and do things thinking at that instance it's quite viable in the happening of a particular event.

Today I'm putting some of the best experiences and experimentation in life which got me insane.
looking back to the childhood days , where life seems to be very charming and inspiration as the only things in mind were to enjoy it , there was no pressure to do something extraordinary , but there has been a constant lecture from parents to make me to sense my responsibilities , but I have some other aspiration to achieve , whatever comes in mind I do it , for instance it was some 21 yrs back (Hometown) when a Idea cracked into my mind to test how everybody loves me , So to do so ..I hide myself in the window in such a fashion that no one can search me out ..it was summer days too hot ..so when the time for lunch approached , mom n all started searching for me ..well all came near to me shouting my nick name , but all their effort went into vein as I was not moved by this ..so some more fun ..for that mom also went all over the fields to check where I may be most probably , and came back home and said she saw snakes and reptiles on the way and was very much worries abt me ..hmm looking at the progress I was in 2 minds to go out and give a surprise and secondly not since the chances to getting a strong welcome by a slap was most inevitable ...so i thought to waiting for some more time ...and later came out ..and then ..it was obvious I has a warm welcome with a Dashing slap abd was sunned by it , later i told everything for what I did ..so It was the experience I never stop laughing ...that .how i did it .

It was back in 1993 when I was Punjab with my uncle (phufaji)and Buwa , that time Buwa and uncle both were not present so I was one bhaiya who used to cook food for us so , with him while talking I bet that I can eat whole chicken in 1 go ; the very next day I didn't had my meals and in the night I asked bhaiya to prep prep it for me in a special manner i.e baked in the oven with chicken inside banana leaf and spices all over , that day I don't know .i managed to eat the whole chicken w/o any much difficulty as it was only food I had for the day. During the meal the only portion of chicken that troubled me is the neck it had only bones which were harder to chew.

The next similar kind of instance was @ IMA Dehradun which is quite funny , my bro ATUL was there for the training and I along with my younger bro used to go there twice a week , with all the stuff my sweet Buwa used to make for him. So one day he gave both us treat in the canteen there that tym I was non-veg , so Its chicken and burger and lots of other stuff , this was the phase I used to eat a lot though it doesn't shows over the body that it reflect other way.So we both were over chicken and ate all the chicken available in the canteen and asked for more , but there was nothing left. MY bro said AREEY BUS KARO , Kya Kar Rahe ..the Chicken was so tasty that we both didn't got to know we had quite a lot. so finally was great time over there and later Bro was pulling our legs ..so it was nice kind of exp.

Another instance was during the time I was learning bicycle , and the cycle was much higher in height than me to handle , so one day i was crossing the main road and suddenly i lost my control over pedal and I caught myself in the middle of the road in awkward position , then there was a Ambassador car cruising toward me , I was having my heart beat high as if i try to do something i will fall in the road and what to do nothing came to my mind i thought its best to stand still and when the car will passby will do my bit , but then car was almost had me it was coming @ high speed i thought this is my last moment Bhagwaan ko yaad kar loon .. den it strike my cycle and I fall down and I get busy with rearranging the handle of cycle in the meanwhile the car driver parked cared at one side and came ..Like I had crushed his car , and all from nowhere slapped me so hard ..I still feel the pain ..its seems funny at this point of time but @ that time it was very embarrassing ..I would have reacted smartly by running from there but I never expected that he will come and do this.And later when i reached whom all said from where did u have these marks over you cheeks , I said I just fall in the Bush on cheek side. If I would have said that my cycling would has been banned.
The next one is of the bicycle only when I was cycling @ IMA road and then there was steep cut in I shape and in fraction of a sec I turned my cycle there without giving a thought to it , cycle was on top gear high speed and turn was very sharp ..my heart was beating fast as I thought i would surely got hurt as brakes of my cycle failed too , i closed my eyes n tilted my cycle in such a way to avoid the most probable disaster of banging my head on the wall ..i make lode noise and when & I opened my eyes as it was quite a long interval ..and saw i made a perfect turn , finally I took a long breath and thanked god. But the question remained in my mind how I escaped from this w/o getting hurt and later during my education I found that its the centripetal force that made me to take that sharp turn just above the ground reference line.

Next one too of a the same above but its my most treasured memories ..i will cherish , it was school time and I was going to school Just half KM back one of My Chemistry teacher called me from the distant part and asked me to stop , then he rode the cycle And sit on the stick and we discussed a lot of things during the journey to school , it was Jamastami before that day so we discussed on it what we both did , so it was some kind of rare experience and Nice one.

The next one is of my school days back in hometown ( Srinagar Garhwal), it was 12th Board time , all the syllabus was completed and we were in class after recess some of of class mates went to the principle sir to grant permission of going home , and we were granted permission , but some of the class mates decided against it and remained in class we all left home ..next day after assemble we all were summoned in the class by our class teacher and asked who went home yesterday stand-up , it was January time like this too cold foggy weather ..and Sir had sticks in his hands waiting for getting started ..and its all stated 5 sticks to many sticks broken still the rule remains the same , stick was striking the palm and thumb area initially it pained during 1st 2 stick then rest three were just taken as they were presented...but later the pain was unbearable ..most of us were in saddest mood ..I was the lone crying ..I suppose though I was laughing In between as it was funny too , we never saw such aggression from Sir. As we didn't asked him , so we got the Gifts.But It was a diff exp all together ..
Next instance is of the same time and it was English period going on in the 2nd session , I was feeling a bit sleepy ..so literature was being taught by sir , it was about the shepherd and his seeps , of whom he takes cares like sons. So there was some line while teaching Sir asked me "whose stomach was paining"? I said Gunjaman (sheephard) , and whole class started laughing actually it was sheep who was about to give birth to her child , so sir gave some dose for that. it was funny since I was really feeling sleepy, but after that my sleep gone with the laughter.
These are some of the best experiences I mostly look back at times ..if you ppl have some of your, you too share as well ..hope these didn't bored you.



Thanks for the read...



With Love
Vivek


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A Glimpse of poem in mind ....w/o a pen & piece of paper

Think of the instance when u have a poem coming & u don't have a pen ,
nor a paper to write with? well now i am writing not on paper but in digital format.
The poem will burn in our brain from the very title down the last refrain.Then send it high in the sky to the stars to remember , view from the top & hope they will send it to the destination through their light & hope they will remember for me u my best friend i would say this read on............... Earnest voice rising from the depth of our lives are certain to reach the hearts of others. when we are in high spirit, those around us also get energized ,when we are full of life & vigor we will be able to spread our joy to others.
There are deadlocks when we have faith.Through faith we can overcome any & all problems & eternally advance towards even more expansive horizons of hope .This is the most wondrous way to live , hope costs nothing , it's free yet at the same time it is life's most valuable treasure.....


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With Luv for your B'day



There is a photograph ,white roses for the background you having your dress decorated with flowers…& some colorful butterflies …this photograph I found in the dream I dreamed , I saved it into the heart , your are looking so gorgeous …that I have not ever imagined off. You hidden yourself for a long time ..& finally today I saw you by the supernatural power the almighty god he is gr8 , so gr8 are his creations & u simply superb friend….. today is a very glad day ..what can be more fascinating to u when it ur's birthday… ,that will bring smile…keep u up to the state u wanted … The glad day finally arrived embraced by the sky , filled with flowers , the greenery of trees …. The joy of celebrating your birthday…….wishing u a very happy birthday My dear friend you smile with infinite compassion will forever be a expert in the art of happiness .Your gentle smiling face is like the sun, illuminating a brilliant palace of joy. Your dialogue of courage is song of compassion..u r now bathed in the brilliant light of hope ..making ur way courageously on ur journey to the castle of happiness , with the wisdom live out ur life in this world in victory & triumph adorning your inner palace with priceless gems .The sun & the twinkling stars shine brightly all heavenly deities will protect u my dear friend.


With Luv
Vivek



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True friendship ....does it really exists...





True friendship ....does it really exists...

hmm strange but very true ..does true friendship exists ? this question often triggers my mind n made it to think ..what really true friendship is all about , is it a imaginary unreal thing ? ..friendship can develop anytime anywhere , anyplace ..it just happens...its has got no boundaries still , it feels to be very eternal. Does the existence of being being frnd a common word makes it just.. a word ..or it really it has the force to forge ahead to meet the pitch n accord it to its destination.

We Quite often make friends whether its virtual or real... we think upon it n from the day one haves lots of butterflies of emotions running through our vains of being will be or not to be....as time passes makes u feel , we are totallly into it .and ...even though we fails to catch the signal n gets fooled by our own false perception of thoughts, while one is being used taking friendship as the tool to make way and to make most of it with both hands.

I have often heard ppl saying Oh , you hv this much of friends ..Oh I have plenty that I don't remember their names. does it seems any near to friendship no n true friendship no ways ..for a true frnd ...he/she may really be not in ur friends list but sud be in top of the list that lies in heart.

No one is born with friends we make them over a period of time n in the midst of it we know ourselves who we really are ...

Yesterday is not ours to recover, but tomorrow is ours to win or to lose.

But I am blessed having one such ....

In frndship Faith is like a sharp sword that cuts off all our doubts because faith means belief as we have in one another (like in own family)… without doubt that serves all uncertainty & to understand is wisdom. So I can say that faith is like value added to the treasure we have (Friendship). ..so it is like FAT( Faith added to treasure :-)

so I can say finally that faith eradicates doubt and uncertainty & it further illuminates the wisdom innate in our lives ..Hey ppl wait..I m not done yet , I have a little bit more to say.. that the two words we (U & I) most often uses i.e HI.. & Ji….what they really symbolizes .. according to me in word "Ji" implications such as true friendship , a pure parental love and affection are included .

In the word "HI" meaning mercy, affection & grieving for others sufferings are involved what u ppl think do tell … am I right ? To make it more clear I would say "Ji"meaning giving peace which u gives & hi means removing suffering which u do u my frnd do…for me..

The one word I have not mentioned is compassion what really it means it's a spirit of extracting suffering and giving joy. Just like parents raise their children with love & affection …. I am going ryt way na ? ..do tell as I often have the tendency to go off target ..so please be patient

Friendship flows in two directions , You must give as well as receive.

The poem I tried to write during the best phase of Our frndship is as follows:

"
When I open my book I see the ivy climbed up along my window sill ..
Expressing by writing to u is the only window of my emotion searching & browsing……but when I turned my head back you have already lifted up the curtain & went away silently….

The wind bells are swaying & ringing ….. telling you clearly my feeling , When I was thinking of u ,
the fine rain was knocking my window & falling leaves together with my mood were always assembled in front of my window giving u superior performance on the spot…… When I am writing for u the noise from outside is always blocked by melody of the old songs & light in front of my window are always covered by ur dark long hair..

I cannot touch u , I cannot reach u…. for me now are your voice & mails U sends have been taped in the cassette of my mind , yet I see u in the things I do.. in the eyes I shed ..in the dreams I dream…

More often in the midst of the work , I stop & reflect upon ur words ,
I now see u in a different light .Your words are the very essence of wisdom , u who loved me let share this secret was there also a voice in the past whose words were taped in the cassette of your mind But hay dear there r still the dreams to dreams , the love to love , I will meet u again which we called Eternity."


Since I hv experienced it ...I can say God Tussi great ho , what I never thought of happened to me , and what I thought of never

happened to me. he he
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