If I knew it's our last hi ,
I wish I would be there to share the moment,
well , I’m sure you will have so much to share
so I couldn't  let this one go away.

For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will be another day
to pour my heart out  and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me

But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side yourway,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments , 

from the lil fights to ; gettinfg  catty.

What in the store , the surprise  for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it , 

and get bathed into the memories of the past 

and the present moment And today may be  the last chance You get to hold your loved one tight. Don't hold on for tomorrow ,

its very unpredictable , so why not today.

If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure , 

but what if this turned out one last Wish.

I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,

come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.

I'm may have been rude at times ,
but that was never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.

And if the day never comes , don't ever regret.
May be I'm not that gud for you ,
or you have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.

Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-), hold onto it forever.
whenever feel not gud look into mirror and smile and remember the best moments will surely give you some think to think about that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,

its as beautiful as we feel from inside.

P.S : The above poem is dedicared to all my friends, close to me.
        I'm sorry if I hurt you feelings in anyway. put your comments
        if you feel. I would be happy to reply on that.

I woke up on early dawn & what I sight ,
I saw the sun had just sent its first rays over
the hills & valleys..the dew drops fell onto
the ground & the tender grass sparkled fresh and new .
The birds were chirping among the sky.
Fluffy clouds floated in the sky....and I wondered where I'm...?
There was lush green meadows where the eyes could go.
The wind made ripples..in the quite streams & a cool breeze..rustled amidst the trees.Flowers bloomed the pathways perfuming the air and butterflies fluttered 2 & fro.....I danced and skipped with Joy......and I wondered where I was...? I sat in the cool shade of trees amongst the preety flowers...I put my mind at ease & start watching the world with peace .
Nature sang a sweet lovely song...give me some glimpse, show me some sunshine, give me one chance to see you....&

I put my head on your lap.. but when tried to see ur face .... a sudden flash of light shunned my eyes..And I suddenly woke up...and found..myself on my Bed........ Alas ! it was all but a dream.....but was the wonderful dream I every dreamed off. But at last I wake-up without seeing u.....that's how the  dream's..suspense continues...


P.S : This dream I dreamed some 3 years back , but penned down today from my diary , which has been serving me from past 10 years don't wonder how. It has got some of my close 2 heart substances which sometime I chooses to post otherwise they remains in the diary silently.

  

looking back to the childhood days , where life seems to be very charming and inspiration as the only things in mind were to enjoy it , there was no pressure to do something extraordinary , but there has been a constant lecture from parents to make me to sense my responsibilities , but I have some other aspiration to achieve , whatever comes in mind I do it , for instance it was some 21 yrs back (Hometown) when a Idea cracked into my mind to test how everybody loves me , So to do so ..I hide myself in the window in such a fashion that no one can search me out ..it was summer days too hot ..so when the time for lunch approached , mom n all started searching for me ..well all came near to me shouting my nick name , but all their effort went into vein as I was not moved by this ..so some more fun ..for that mom also went all over the fields to check where I may be most probably , and came back home and said she saw snakes and reptiles on the way and was very much worries abt me ..hmm looking at the progress I was in 2 minds to go out and give a surprise and secondly not since the chances to getting a strong welcome by a slap was most inevitable ...so i thought to waiting for some more time ...and later came out ..and then ..it was obvious I has a warm welcome with a Dashing slap abd was sunned by it , later i told everything for what I did ..so It was the experience I never stop laughing ...that .how i did it .

It was back in 1993 when I was Punjab with my uncle (phufaji)and Buwa , that time Buwa and uncle both were not present so I was one bhaiya who used to cook food for us so , with him while talking I bet that I can eat whole chicken in 1 go ; the very next day I didn't had my meals and in the night I asked bhaiya to prep prep it for me in a special manner i.e baked in the oven with chicken inside banana leaf and spices all over , that day I don't know .i managed to eat the whole chicken w/o any much difficulty as it was only food I had for the day. During the meal the only portion of chicken that troubled me is the neck it had only bones which were harder to chew.

The next similar kind of instance was @ IMA Dehradun which is quite funny , my bro ATUL was there for the training and I along with my younger bro used to go there twice a week , with all the stuff my sweet Buwa used to make for him. So one day he gave both us treat in the canteen there that tym I was non-veg , so Its chicken and burger and lots of other stuff , this was the phase I used to eat a lot though it doesn't shows over the body that it reflect other way.So we both were over chicken and ate all the chicken available in the canteen and asked for more , but there was nothing left. MY bro said AREEY BUS KARO , Kya Kar Rahe ..the Chicken was so tasty that we both didn't got to know we had quite a lot. so finally was great time over there and later Bro was pulling our legs ..so it was nice kind of exp.

The next one is of the bicycle only when I was cycling @ IMA road and then there was steep cut in I shape and in fraction of a sec I turned my cycle there without giving a thought to it , cycle was on top gear high speed and turn was very sharp ..my heart was beating fast as I thought i would surely got hurt as brakes of my cycle failed too , i closed my eyes n tilted my cycle in such a way to avoid the most probable disaster of banging my head on the wall ..i make lode noise and when & I opened my eyes as it was quite a long interval ..and saw i made a perfect turn , finally I took a long breath and thanked god. But the question remained in my mind how I escaped from this w/o getting hurt and later during my education I found that its the centripetal force that made me to take that sharp turn just above the ground reference line.

Next one too of a the same above but its my most treasured memories ..i will cherish , it was school time and I was going to school Just half KM back one of My Chemistry teacher called me from the distant part and asked me to stop , then he rode the cycle And sit on the stick and we discussed a lot of things during the journey to school , it was Jamastami before that day so we discussed on it what we both did , so it was some kind of rare experience and Nice one.