Trying hard to connect

with inner self one on one

but failing miserably.

A vacuum created within,

every time confuses,

demands,

and further eludes 

me of my goal.

What I want or like

it never listens,           

instead looks at

illusive celluloid things

out of bound.

Are these signs

of a transformation?.

Even heart is saying trust me,

but unhinged mind is making

buzz these days ,

without any clear signs,

killing me silently.

       So looking to find a solution. 

       Though this is my 100^th post never thought it will come this way, 

       but that’s the reality of our lives which is very uncertain , what’s   

       there in store for us no one knows ,we all knows it belatedly.