Putting thoughts into its elements
trying hard to figure out
which beads to count for
looking into the distorted image
where to start and
where to end
no signs of visibility.

This summer is deadly
even water not responding to the call
the landlord are adding salt to wounds
the image of home yet so distance
in this very capital of mine.

Dream which are made years back
are making me think,
could I or couldn't I reach there
then the force within,
wakes-up to tell ,
looking at mountains
won't help much,
till sub-goals are defined.
to narrow down variables need to defined
to workout the most common thought of complexity

Sleep trying to slow me down
but sudden fluctuation awakens
telling day is on
makes the best of it.
suddenly the light went off
whatever I've written is lost
only whats fresh in memory
is penned down....
rest leaving upto you..



P.S : This is written in the moments of being sleepy don't know 

        how it goes ..whatever it taste no matter ..I penned down.

        Even light didn't came to my rescue , went twice .

        Truly a sleepy creation :).

 

This summer , I really feel something is missing. I miss my mom ,hometown , fresh air and the special fruits of summer.

These Fruits are rare  which are not found anywhere else other than my native place.

Looking back into the memory lane the scene of childhood comes very live and vivid.
Going out in scorching heat in the month of May and June and grazing the cattles playing outside , it looks so amazing that time.It was more a passion that time.
Later when the fuits ripe , climbing the trees and plucking them  was a gr8 time to remember.

My Grand Mom , she is no more with us but here memories , the care is always lively present in heart .

She always had a charming personality and was a real fighter in life , she had been my mentor since childhood.

Missing that time , been a long time since I've been there ( abt 3yrs).

Always trying to get some off from work ..but somehow ,it happens this way that I have to cancel my plan either of marriages stuff or some study.

But I'm planning to do so soon , but a bit later as its too hot here ( may be in July) and will bring Mom to my place here with us.

Missing you so much ..will be there soon.

P.S : Got the remembrance , its getting hotter here  above 

       44 Degree Temperature. And missing some of the People 

       back home.Looking at those times it seems it just