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I'm Still Alive
Mar
07
twist and turn
with delays and desires
to express self ,
but nothing felt going.
A ray of hope arise
to ignite fire within.
Words ,
which were familiar before,
are now hard to recall.
How life changes
its course is amazing,
and suprises us with unexpected
giving us a variable taste
with time ,
doing a to and fro act
making one to think
where my life is heading?.
Have a heart with endless love,
a temptation to experiment
and a devine connect
to make you forge ahead.
There is always an awakening
for life to say aloud
I'm still alive ,
to spread colors of happiness
allover within you all around,
to unwind the encapsulation.
P.S : It has really been a long time since I really visited blososphere and
written something there are times we are left wandering ...same
happened to me and I lost the touch and even writing , but as it is said
all well that ends well, So here I'm.Glad to see people still hover around
and spend sometime to read some of my articles.Thanking you all :).
In Between Sleep
Jun
02
Putting thoughts into its elements
trying hard to figure out
which beads to count for
looking into the distorted image
where to start and
where to end
no signs of visibility.
This summer is deadly
even water not responding to the call
the landlord are adding salt to wounds
the image of home yet so distance
in this very capital of mine.
Dream which are made years back
are making me think,
could I or couldn't I reach there
then the force within,
wakes-up to tell ,
looking at mountains
won't help much,
till sub-goals are defined.
to narrow down variables need to defined
to workout the most common thought of complexity
Sleep trying to slow me down
but sudden fluctuation awakens
telling day is on
makes the best of it.
suddenly the light went off
whatever I've written is lost
only whats fresh in memory
is penned down....
rest leaving upto you..
P.S : This is written in the moments of being sleepy don't know
even water not responding to the call
the landlord are adding salt to wounds
the image of home yet so distance
in this very capital of mine.
Dream which are made years back
are making me think,
could I or couldn't I reach there
then the force within,
wakes-up to tell ,
looking at mountains
won't help much,
till sub-goals are defined.
to narrow down variables need to defined
to workout the most common thought of complexity
Sleep trying to slow me down
but sudden fluctuation awakens
telling day is on
makes the best of it.
suddenly the light went off
whatever I've written is lost
only whats fresh in memory
is penned down....
rest leaving upto you..
P.S : This is written in the moments of being sleepy don't know
how it goes ..whatever it taste no matter ..I penned down.
Even light didn't came to my rescue , went twice .
Truly a sleepy creation :).
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Category: awake, Dream, hometown, landlord, Sleep, summer, Thoughts, visibility, wounds
Eternal Love
Feb
28
I see the ivy climbed up along my window sill
Expressing by writing to you ,
is the only window of my emotion ,
searching & browsing…
but when I turned my head back ,
you have already lifted up the curtain & went away silently….
The wind bells are swaying & ringing …..
telling you clearly my feeling ,
When I was thinking of you ,
the fine rain was knocking my window
and falling leaves together,
with my mood were always assembled in front of my window,
giving you superior performance on the spot.
When I am writing for you,
the noise from outside is always blocked
by melody of the old songs and light ,
in front of my window are always covered by ur dark long hair.
I cannot touch you ,
I cannot reach you ,
for me now are your voice
and mails you sends have been taped in the cassette of my mind,
yet I see you in the things I do..
in the eyes I shed,
in the dreams I dream.
More often in the midst of the work ,
I stop & reflect upon ur words ,
I now see you in a different light.
Your words are the very essence of wisdom ,
you who loved me let share this secret ,
was there also a voice in the past ,
whose words were taped in the cassette of your mind
But hey dear there are still the dreams to dreams ,
the love to love ,
I will meet you again which we called Eternity.
P.S : This poem is actually written 6 years back for my best
friend.You will find this in my 1st post as well,
but I thought of putting it in a Poem format.
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Category: Delight, Friendship, Insanity, Love, Memories, Moments, poem, Relationship, Scene, Thoughts, Time, Trust
An Endless Wait ...
Feb
18
Longing my Life with keen intent ,
commited in making the best of what obtained..
Bent in giving a full scale welcome for you ..
I waited hoping you will surely turned up..this evening..
I waited patiently looking for you , hours did
slip by gruesomely ,and I yawned very restlessly.
At last the evening arrive and found you still
missing from the scene , my heart told me to
hold on and to relax thatyou will surely arrive.
As I gazed at distant palms counting time very
helplessly , hours past but your presence still
missing.
I waited for your call , you didn't turned up
this way aswell,the time trickled very slowly ,
but my impatience did mount.
I thought of giving you a call , but hold back
as you asked not to do so ..I was left with
very lil options.
Then I explained myself , that you might be in
some other situation that is making you to be
this way ..so I start walking ...and the endless
commited in making the best of what obtained..
Bent in giving a full scale welcome for you ..
I waited hoping you will surely turned up..this evening..
I waited patiently looking for you , hours did
slip by gruesomely ,and I yawned very restlessly.
At last the evening arrive and found you still
missing from the scene , my heart told me to
hold on and to relax thatyou will surely arrive.
As I gazed at distant palms counting time very
helplessly , hours past but your presence still
missing.
I waited for your call , you didn't turned up
this way aswell,the time trickled very slowly ,
but my impatience did mount.
I thought of giving you a call , but hold back
as you asked not to do so ..I was left with
very lil options.
Then I explained myself , that you might be in
some other situation that is making you to be
this way ..so I start walking ...and the endless
wait ..continued ..
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Category: A Wait, Imagination, Insanity, Life, Missing You, Moments, Relationship, Scene, Thoughts, Time
Ultimate Happiness
Feb
15
Today (12 feb) was one of the most wonderful day of my life , I was so happy .. that i forget everything I was in, and just enjoyed the moments , though very little. You know why coz I'm back into my elements which was missing from long time , and what more better it can be den, great of day maha Shiv ratri , Lord Shiva has always been my energy booster , whenver i'hv been into any bad mood or shape ...when I interact with him , my soul gets bathed with more enthusiasm ,joy , energy , love n passion.
Today was a special day as I felt like , I'm blessed and Lord is just showing his brillance , by just making me dance to his beats ...as if a child ...runs behind a kite when it falls from above..
And as day progressed the rain started , which refreshed my soul and memory and fruits which we all eat..but that was some kind of ..wonderful ..feeling.. seemed I just went into the childhood. I went to mother dairy has beears and then has them , but the only thing I stopped ..doing is fasting ..but god brilliance is still same ..he only values ...and looks into our heart and eyes to see how we are then how we are doing for his excilency.....
Then I paused and asked god , what you took so long ...why you comes so late....god keep smiling .. I was amazed ..how patiently listening ...to my way of out Q's but ...lastly I find ..the magical glimpse of a amazing kind....making heart go ....ga ga..over it.
later I got a call from my lovely sister and then friend on how I'm , as I was not well from last 3 days ..due to cold n some fever. But today was the day when everything was dismissed for a Zero..and even didn't felt I was so.
Finally I interacted with some of the friends online ..who are my best buddies ...
And now I'm writing he he ....but not before ....i will also completed some of my 2mru's office work.
Oh I forgot I have to eat ..hmm let me have my Food ...too late ..but when it comes to food its never too late ryt ha ha..will be back .... when ...the mood will be @ its best ... hey ....it can be bad ..but don't worry ..it will be gud only that will come out ...till then ..you wait ... see you ..soon.
And hey ...I love you ...Mom ..miss you ..today ......you are my star ..I always ..looks at..
Today was a special day as I felt like , I'm blessed and Lord is just showing his brillance , by just making me dance to his beats ...as if a child ...runs behind a kite when it falls from above..
And as day progressed the rain started , which refreshed my soul and memory and fruits which we all eat..but that was some kind of ..wonderful ..feeling.. seemed I just went into the childhood. I went to mother dairy has beears and then has them , but the only thing I stopped ..doing is fasting ..but god brilliance is still same ..he only values ...and looks into our heart and eyes to see how we are then how we are doing for his excilency.....
Then I paused and asked god , what you took so long ...why you comes so late....god keep smiling .. I was amazed ..how patiently listening ...to my way of out Q's but ...lastly I find ..the magical glimpse of a amazing kind....making heart go ....ga ga..over it.
later I got a call from my lovely sister and then friend on how I'm , as I was not well from last 3 days ..due to cold n some fever. But today was the day when everything was dismissed for a Zero..and even didn't felt I was so.
Finally I interacted with some of the friends online ..who are my best buddies ...
And now I'm writing he he ....but not before ....i will also completed some of my 2mru's office work.
Oh I forgot I have to eat ..hmm let me have my Food ...too late ..but when it comes to food its never too late ryt ha ha..will be back .... when ...the mood will be @ its best ... hey ....it can be bad ..but don't worry ..it will be gud only that will come out ...till then ..you wait ... see you ..soon.
And hey ...I love you ...Mom ..miss you ..today ......you are my star ..I always ..looks at..
Journey
Feb
10
The journey has just begun
I know the ultimate stage is death
before reaching that stage
Will ask the god to forgive
for all I did wrong , knowingly n unknowingly
Before my final breath.
Many thinking my journey has ended
why not they will be thinking ,
After all I'm finding myself in no man's land.
But the insight telling something else
i.e the bud of the Journey will blossom soon.
The glad day is just round the cornert
to unfold the message of hope,
telling me its iternal struggle of life
For every one young and old.
But I belive him , the almighty will surely
pass on the energy that has ...gone silent,
to life journey of contstant faith and trust,
I love you so much.
IF I KNEW IT
Feb
01
If I knew it's our last hi ,
I wish I would be there to share the moment,
well , I’m sure you will have so much to share
so I couldn't let this one go away.
For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.
There will be another day
to pour my heart out and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me
But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side yourway,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments ,
I wish I would be there to share the moment,
well , I’m sure you will have so much to share
so I couldn't let this one go away.
For Sure there will be a day tommorow
for the making of an oversight,
will pray to god we get a second chance
to make everything right.
There will be another day
to pour my heart out and say the deed,
deep core inside my heart ,
I missed you day and nyt
I feel you in the dreams I dream ,
the breath I take ,
you seemed to have been infused all over me
But if I didn't get a chance,
and today is all I have in store from god side yourway,
Then I’d like to say how much I love you
and I hope you remember the days and moments ,
from the lil fights to ; gettinfg catty.
What in the store , the surprise for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it ,
What in the store , the surprise for tomorrow no one knows
so today let be our chance to hold onto it ,
and get bathed into the memories of the past
and the present moment And today may be the last chance You get to hold your loved one tight. Don't hold on for tomorrow ,
its very unpredictable , so why not today.
If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure ,
If the glad day(tomorrow) never comes
we might get ourself in a state of disbelife and regret,
that we couldn't take that extra step and effort
for a smile, a warm hug, or a gentle kiss,
you might be busy for sure ,
but what if this turned out one last Wish.
I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
I will always hold onto it,
So my friend take your time ,
come-out of what you going through,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.
I'm may have been rude at times ,
but that was never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.
And if the day never comes , don't ever regret.
May be I'm not that gud for you ,
or you have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.
Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-), hold onto it forever.
whenever feel not gud look into mirror and smile and remember the best moments will surely give you some think to think about that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
I wish i could know the reason , but thats the exception..
keeping the finger crossed , to see you back as before.
I'm may have been rude at times ,
but that was never the intentions,
sometimes things go the other way.
I’m sorry,I hurt you at times
Please forgive me,
Thank you, or It’s okay.
whatever your take , just say it, Coz i'm holding onto it.
And if the day never comes , don't ever regret.
May be I'm not that gud for you ,
or you have some better things waiting to be explored.
I still the feels the way It was before.
It only has increased and will keep on , and will never cease.
Thanks for being such a gr8 friend.
Will be gud to see you again.
Just passing onto you a smile.. :-), hold onto it forever.
whenever feel not gud look into mirror and smile and remember the best moments will surely give you some think to think about that life is not that bad as we percieve it to be ,
its as beautiful as we feel from inside.
P.S : The above poem is dedicared to all my friends, close to me.
I'm sorry if I hurt you feelings in anyway. put your comments
if you feel. I would be happy to reply on that.
P.S : The above poem is dedicared to all my friends, close to me.
I'm sorry if I hurt you feelings in anyway. put your comments
if you feel. I would be happy to reply on that.
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Category: Fragrance, Friendship, Glimpse, Imagination, Insanity, Life Experience, Love, Memories, Missing You, Moments, poem, Relationship, Scene, Thoughts, Time, Trust, Voice
Transclusion begins
Dec
24
Today was one of the wost and most wonderful day of my life parellely moving one on one ..day started on a gud note ..in the middle got a dip ....but later ..regained all the lost ..Just like the share mkt..but as we all know in everything there is a +ve whatever it is ..we need to search out for it ... So when I was not in best of my mood ..I just sat down for 2O min thinking what n where I'm heading for , den I reflected upon the days when there was a fire in my belly to do the best ...with true heart and started my analysis ..n found that ..I am deviating from the real life ..karma ..and more moving into the Imaginative and thinking ways ...which is not at all in ryt proportion for me to get n give my best..n slowly n slowly ..I get that nothing has changed,.since the childhood the only thing that ..I had has been encapsulated ...den I paused for few seconds ...n closed my eyes to see ..hv I getting ..or not , and finally ..was feeling quite afresh.
Thanks to the Gurus ..boss & god , who gave me the mantra to look over ..whenever..the Q's withing arises ..and Answers seems to elude ..so looking back n its ..minute refrences..how little it may be. Last but not the least ..it was the Journey that I had took back some 15 yrs back has re-ignited to accelerate from where it had mellowed down.
I write down whenever ..I feel ..its gud to write on adigital format ..and whenever there are times when left alone den why to waste time and y not 2 read what i thought at a particular instance ..n live that moment ...which is gud Idea then living in the false imagination...of XYZ kinds.
Hope my Journey begins much before the new yr From today Itself. AND Hope new year bring lots of happiess to all the ppl in the world ....and bring smile to all their faces And wish peace will spread like air removing boundaries & make the world a beatiful place ..to live in...God Bless..and keep the mind ..free from all disguise...Merry X-mass..ppl ..enjoy..
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Category: Dilemma, Life, Life Experience, Memories, Moments, Thoughts, Time, Transclusion, Voice
nor a paper to write with? well now i am writing not on paper but in digital format.
The poem will burn in our brain from the very title down the last refrain.Then send it high in the sky to the stars to remember , view from the top & hope they will send it to the destination through their light & hope they will remember for me u my best friend i would say this read on............... Earnest voice rising from the depth of our lives are certain to reach the hearts of others. when we are in high spirit, those around us also get energized ,when we are full of life & vigor we will be able to spread our joy to others.
There are deadlocks when we have faith.Through faith we can overcome any & all problems & eternally advance towards even more expansive horizons of hope .This is the most wondrous way to live , hope costs nothing , it's free yet at the same time it is life's most valuable treasure.....
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Thinking of you...
Oct
07
God is the main communicator between us , it is due to his gr8 ness we met & our friendship flourished …deeper day by day . Even though we didn't met ,but that's his (God) brilliance ……..we meet , proving that faith is the ultimate power which makes us bonded together wherever we are & feel fresh every time we think of each other.
Well in the beginning of our friendship we had some misunderstanding which r quite natural & happens , but it was our true faith that remain up above all doubts.
In life as we grow ,have some ambitions ..& go forward achieve …by our constant focus , belief & motivation.
I before meeting u have all these …but after meeting u it has completely transformed into a new phase called "SHARP" for e.g. : when we look around our surrounding without specs , we see objects but not clearly …but when we put on our specs , we got a very clear image , a sharp one . Same happened to me …after I met u…
Do u feel the same way , yes I think as u recently had a eye check up & ur vision is much Sharper………. …I am just kidding friend.
Thanks for the tolerance & patience You have with me , sometime I feel ashamed that I troubled u a lot , but u stood firmly & gave me energy the fuel to overcome my weakness , which became possible by ur sincere true faith , belief , love & concern ….we will be true friends ever ..forever thanks for being such a wonderful friend
"TRY " IS A SMALL WORD , BUT BIG THINGS , "VICTORY & GLORY " CAN
BE FOUND WITHIN IT. THE SIGHT SOMEONE TRYING , NO MATTER
WHAT OBSTACLES WE FACES NO MATTER WHAT THE
CIRCUMSTANCES ARE, IS THE SIGHT OF VICTORY ITSELF " ...
With Luv
Vivek
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Category: Delight, Friendship, Missing You, Moments, Relationship, Scene, Thoughts, Time
